David's Desk #195

Take a Breath

No wisdom or insights to offer with this David’s Desk. James, my podcast partner, is off on a kayaking expedition, and I’m feeling empty-headed (though not empty-hearted)! After all, it’s August, traditionally a vacation month here in the United States. It’s a time to take a breath, relax, and recharge in order to be in the best shape for the remainder of the year and the new year to come. Given how our planet is cooking, letting us know in the most definite way that a new climate normal is upon us, and given the fact that, in the USA at least, we’re starting into a new and fraught Presidential campaign year which will certainly raise the social temperature, it seems like this time is needed to get our mental, emotional, and spiritual houses in order for whatever’s ahead.

So, please, in whatever way serves you, take time to have fun, relax, and take that recharging breath! I’ll see you again in the fall.

Blessings,
David

The Grail, The Wasteland, and the Chalice of the Heart

I have been thinking about the Grail traditions and the present world situation holding together in my awareness a sense of T S Eliot's wasteland, The High History of the Holy Graal, the experience of the world wars and the sense of being alive here and now.

I am reading what I might call my local Grail text, The High History, which was said to have been written in Glastonbury Abbey. I am reading it in the Sebastian Evans translation, which while not the most accurate, is in wonderful English.

This text draws on potent ancient welsh traditions as well as drawing in Templar imagery. It shares with the Master Blihis text, The Elucidation, the experience of the Wells of Joy having dried up and that all cups and chalices have vanished. It is a remarkable work deeply interwoven with the fate of the Land.

We learn that there are no chalices to be found in all of Arthur's land until Arthur experiences the Grail mass. We are told that in the Mass, the Grail appears in 5 forms that are not named but are concealed in other places in the text–the Lance, the Sword, the Stone, the Child and finally the Chalice.

At this mass, the grail priest rings a magical bell cast by Solomon long ago and this becomes the prototype for all church bells in Arthur's realm. He brings the chalice back to his land and magically every church now has a chalice and the bells ring from each church tower. The incorporation and the embodiment of the chalice is the key and pivot point of the grail story and the answer to the wasteland.

The drying up of things in the wasteland is wonderfully described by Eliot:

"What are the roots that clutch, what branches grow
Out of this stony rubbish? Son of man
You cannot say, or guess, for you know only
A heap of broken images, where the sun beats,
And the dead tree gives no shelter, the cricket no relief,
And the dry stone no sound of water. Only
There is shadow under this red rock,
(Come in under the shadow of this red rock)
And I will show you something different from either
|Your shadow at morning striding behind you
Or your shadow at evening rising to meet you;
I will show you fear in a handful of dust."

It is this situation, we find the Grail seekers addressing in the High History of the Holy Graal. Each has to find a way to deal with their personal wasteland: Lancelot has to address his fixation with Guinevere and find a way to look beyond her, Arthur must renew vision and bring this vision back to Logres, Gawain must resolve the tension of the opposites, while Perceval must remain true to his innocent nature like the Fool of the Tarot–it is by simple being that he prevails.

Another great description of the Wasteland is given by David Jones in his 1974 poem A,a, a Domine Deus, in which he addresses the robotic mechanical nature of modern life:

I said, Ah! what shall I write?
I enquired up and down.
(He's tricked me before
with his manifold lurking-places.)
I looked for His symbol at the door.
I have looked for a long while
at the textures and contours.
I have run a hand over the trivial intersections.
I have journeyed among the dead forms
causation projects from pillar to pylon.
I have tired the eyes of the mind
regarding the colours and lights.
I have felt for His wounds
in nozzles and containers.
I have wondered for the automatic devices.
I have tested the inane patterns
without prejudice.
I have been on my guard
not to condemn the unfamiliar.
For it is easy to miss Him
at the turn of a civilisation.
I have watched the wheels go round in case I
might see the living creatures like the appearance
of lamps, in case I might see the Living God projected
from the Machine. I have said to the perfected steel,
be my sister and for the glassy towers I thought I felt
some beginnings of His creature, but A,a,a Domine Deus,
my hands found the glazed work unrefined and the terrible
crystal a stage-paste ...Eia, Domine Deus.

In his great poem The Anathemata, he gives us his sense of the grail Mass:

We already and first of all discern him making this thing other. His broken syntax, if we attend, already shapes:
ADSCRIPTAM, RATAM, RATIONABILEM. . . and by preapplication, and for them, under modes and patterns altogether theirs, the holy and venerable hands lift up an efficacious sign….

The cult-man stands alone in Pellam’s land: more precariously than he knows he guards the signa: the pontifex among his house-treasures, (the twin-urbes his house is) he can fetch things new and old: the tokens, the matrices, the institutes, the ancilia, the fertile ashes —the palladic foreshadowings: the things come down from heaven together with the kept memorials, the things lifted up and the venerated trinkets…

Within the railed tumulus
he sings high and he sings low.
In a low voice
as one who speaks
where a few are, gathered in high room
and one, gone out…

In the prepared high-room
he implements inside time and late in time under forms
indelibly marked by locale and incidence, deliberations made
out of time, before all oreogenesis
on this hill
at a time's turn
not on any hill
but on this hill."

Here we see the preparation for the rite the gathering together of the heap of broken images and the stepping into the sacred enclosure. This is followed by the gathering of all who need to enter into the communion with the healing presence of Christ. Jones makes reference in one of the notes that in the rite of the fourth century Egyptian Bishop, Serapion, the Eucharist is regarded as a recalling of all the dead so that as the Mass is made it touches all space, all time, and all the living and the dead. The manifestation of the chalice is the great moment of recollection and redemption. In the words of Sarojini Naidu the 20th century Indian writer and political activist:

“The Divine Chalice
The hearts of true worshippers,
emptied of self,
form a perfect chalice,
wherein Divine power can be outpoured.
A group of souls meeting together in some holy sanctuary of God can, week by week, form a nucleus whereby the Divine power may be captured in the empty cup of their hearts,
From this Divine Chalice can go forth a mighty power, or spiritual ray, to help this suffering world.
First the empty cup, then the divine outpouring, and then the absorbing whereby the body of
Christ may be strengthened to give out to others from this Divine Chalice.”

In a sense the absence of the chalice that the High History of the Holy Grail speaks of is the fundamental reason that the wasteland comes to be for without the capacity to make space, resonate and create communion we find ourselves in a world without colloquy and conversation–a dead and deadening world.

The IS gestures of awareness in which we enter into Sovereignty, connect with Self-Light, and practice Grail Space brings the chalice of communion into operation. My Sidhe companion Melusine uses a phrase that sums up the heart of this practice, ”The one Tree that is a thousand Trees, the thousand Trees that are one Tree” or, to put it another way, the relationship of the All with the Small. This speaks of the way in which we exist within a series of nested interconnected fields. As we enter sovereignty in an act of conscious incarnation we become present and we experience ourselves at centre and edge, giving us an experience of both our own unique generativity and our connection of the field of all life. As we bring this sense of uniqueness (the small) into relationship with the universe (the All), we align with the presence of the Christ–here experienced as a living force that promotes development and coherence. This alignment deepens our connection with the Generative Mystery at the heart of our being and our capacity to embrace all that we touch.

As we move outwards in response to the intention of incarnation the ability of the body to map and include (which is a reflection of the incarnational impulse) comes into play and there is a meeting between our vector and the vectors of  the manifest and subtle worlds that are closest to us. In that meeting a conjoined field is formed which is in itself a creative beginning, a star of life, which as in the fertilised egg creates a new being with a new DNA (to use that metaphor)  configuration formed from the inter-twining of the incarnational fields.

My own practice of Grail Space always begins with entering into Sovereignty and acknowledging whatever I am sitting on. There is a sensation of taking my seat in a way that is much more than physical; the sense of being supported and of there being a sense of space for me to rest in operates at so many levels physically of course but also psychologically and spiritually. There is also a sense of me receiving the seat’s capacity to hold space and offer support which assists me as I acknowledge the other forms around me such as the candle on my shrine, a wall hanging etc.

To give another example as I hold my tea cup in my hands, allow myself to become present and enter the felt sense of Ian holding the cup and invite the cup to be present with me, there is a moment of meeting and vibration which includes the sense of "this is my cup, which I like.” I am aware of the history of the cup and the potter who made  it etc. Then I start to feel its cupness, the sense of clay and fired earth that is its substance, I feel its energetic form also so as well as its solidity I feel its vibratory nature meeting it as both particle and wave.

At the same time, I sense it responding to me and I have a sense of my cup-ness in response, as this becomes more vivid I have a wider and deeper sense of myself and the cup as aspects of both Gaia and the sacred and as  this happens there is an intensity of life and presence that appears which becomes a wave of expression moving in all directions.

At the heart of this expression is a non-sentimental love and care that is both the root of the experience and its currency, a mutual mirroring that enables a star of blessing to appear. As the experience dissipates the intensity goes away but I, and the cup are changed subtly. My colleague Melusine comments,

“It is the meeting of two standing waves in which the standing wave that is my constancy makes room for and is enriched by the standing wave of the other–when you spoke of the exercise with the cup you showed the process in which the cup receives Ian-ness and Ian receives cup-ness. There is a transmission and augmentation that arises and a bond that is created that is permanent. The creation of such bonds of connection is a creative art with the Sidhe, a setting up of webs of union which enables new life to flower in new ways–it is a meeting beyond time and space in which the all is enfolded and made visible in the small.”

Grail Person, by Jeremy Berg

The Lorian image of the Grail Person shown above visually sums up the whole process we have been looking at. As we embrace our human form we become rooted in the green and golden universe like a tree and like King Arthur in the High History of the Holy Grail, bring the radiance and blessing of the chalice back into the world causing the Wasteland to be irrigated and to flower. In this way we enter our deeper more complex form as the mediating presence and as the living Grail but the doorway for me at least is always through the apparently simple act of becoming present to my 68 year old body just as it is and being able to listen to its music even when seemingly out of tune or creaky.

David's Desk 194

David's Desk is my opportunity to share thoughts and tools for the spiritual journey. These letters are my personal insights and opinions and do not necessarily reflect the sentiments or thoughts of any other person in Lorian or of Lorian as a whole. If you wish to share this letter with others, please feel free to do so; however, the material is ©2023 by David Spangler. If you no longer wish to receive these letters, please let us know at info@Lorian.org.

There will always be light

This month, I offer a reflection on the future, one that I know will come to pass. This is not a prophecy—I don’t have that power!—but it’s not a speculation, either. It is the realization, and the promise, that within human beings, whatever the circumstances of their lives, there will always be Light.

Not that everyone will realize this, of course, nor even express it. But the reality is there, nonetheless, for we are all, outer coverings notwithstanding, beings of Light, born of sacredness and love.

What prompted these thoughts is that I am a grandfather with a granddaughter who just turned three a week ago and a grandson who just turned three months. As I’m sure most grandparents do, I cannot help thinking about their futures and the world in which they will grow up.

We can see some of the possible shapes their future can take as climate change leads to political, social, and economic instability within and among nations. It will be a challenging future for humanity and for the natural world that sustains us. The list of dangers they and their children may face is long and growing longer as the older generations put off the hard decisions of change that will be necessary.

But my generation faced dangers, too. I remember being terrified of contracting polio. It was a scourge of childhood in my day until Jonas Salk invented his vaccine. And the Bomb and the specter of a nuclear World War III were prevalent when I was growing up (something I was keenly aware of as I grew up on a United States Strategic Air Command base in Morocco, a definite target because of the nuclear bombers stationed there). For all that these and other dangers were present, it was my world, the one I knew, and I found it an exciting, wondrous place. The Sacred and its joy and Light were a resource I could tap into if I chose to do so.

When my parents and I returned from Morocco, my Dad started a consulting business. Though he was a wonderful consultant, he was not a good businessman, and his company went bankrupt. Afterward, my father had difficulty finding any employment. As a result, for much of my teenage years, we were very poor, with my mother as our primary source of income working as a nurse. I remember my bed was a mattress supported by boxes, and our dining room table was a flat board also resting on boxes, as we couldn’t afford proper furniture. Yet, it was during this time that I experienced a time of accelerated spiritual growth, coming into greater and greater awareness of the subtle dimensions. I look back on those years not as ones of privation but as years of love and joy and excitement. This was partly because of the love my parents had for each other and for me and partly because I chose to see my world in a positive light.

I remind myself of this when I think of what may be ahead for my grandchildren. Whatever shape their world takes, it will be their world because they will have grown up in it and will take it as the way things are. The effects of climate change, for instance, may seem like a new normal for me but it will simply be normal for them, the only world they know. And it will hold forth the same possibilities of joy and excitement, creativity and discovery for them that my world did for me. This is because whatever the shape of the world, they will have within them the capacity to bring their own inner Light, their own love to it, drawing forth the same from their world.

Modern apocalyptic fiction is fond of presenting visions of the future that are grim, distressing, brutish, and depressing. But this is because the apocalyptic imagination is one of loss, not of gain or of possibility. It measures the future against the past and present and finds it coming up short because the writers and dramatists are not native to that future. It is a strange, unwelcoming place because it is not their world; it is the picture of the loss of their world.

But human beings have lived joyous, creative, and fulfilled lives in the past before what we think of as “our world” ever came into being or even was imagined. The ability to do so is inherent in us. The Light of joy, of love, of creativity, and of possibility is always in us if we make the effort to bring it forth; generations before ours have done so, even in the most challenging of situations. People are doing that now. The generations that follow us will be able to do so as well. It is a matter of choice, and a matter of tapping into the depths of who we are as beings of Light.

It is in these depths that the promise of our future—and our present—lies.


An Experiment

One of the advantages of David’s Desk being digital is that I can do things I couldn’t if it were printed. My Lorian colleague and friend, James Tousignant, and I do podcasts together. He thought it might be interesting to you, my Reader, if he and I were to have a discussion around the theme of that month’s essay and then add the audio at the end. That way, you could both read my thoughts for that month and also listen to me talk about them with James. So, without further ado, here is this month’s conversation. I hope you enjoy it and the added dimension it brings to David’s Desk.

On Being a Gaian Human

Gaia’s year turns round, and we find ourselves once more at Solstice time. Light and heat gather in the Northern Hemisphere, where the greatest expansion and exhalation of Gaia’s breath brings forth abundant flowers, ferns, and blossoms. And in the Southern Hemisphere, where Gaia’s breath is a fully contracted inhalation now, the last flowers and fruit fall to the ground as the cold, quiet darkness of winter deepens.

For two and a half years now, our Gaian Festival team–Freya Secrest and Lucinda Herring from the Northern Hemisphere, and Linda Engle and Ara Swanney from the Southern lands–have been exploring how to celebrate the Solstices and Equinoxes in a Gaian way. We have gathered together online with others who have joined us from the Lorian Commons and with our invited allies and spirits of place and land to experience a more holistic understanding of these seasonal threshold times, and to honor the spirit of Gaia and the whole planet in our celebrations. A Gaian holistic understanding meant that we were not only celebrating where we individually found ourselves at a festival gateway, but also weaving the experiences our friends were having on the other side of the planet at the same time. We wove Summer and Winter Solstice together and Spring and Autumn Equinox together, and, in doing so, explored the question “What does it mean to create a Gaian Festival of Wholeness?” 

But lately, we have been asking a different question, one that we trust will only enhance and deepen the one above. 

“What does it mean to be a Gaian Human Being, and how can this be experienced, honored and celebrated at the seasonal festival times?”

This is a shift in focus–from experiencing who we are in relationship to Gaia’s seasons, to who we are in relationship to the planetary being and spirit of Gaia as a whole. 

I thought I would share my own exploration of this question as the Solstice time draws near.

At our most recent Kinship Circle, during our meditation, I became aware of my mother, who died 22 years ago June 4th (the day we were gathering). Her presence was very strong, and she affirmed to me that I was standing in our Mother line or lineage, and doing a Mother line work in my life now as the Summer Solstice draws near. I have just moved to Baltimore for the summer, to help my daughter Eliza and her husband James relocate to the area, and to care for my granddaughter Gwenna until September, when she goes back to school. I, my mother, my daughter, and my granddaughter–four generations in my family–were all in the Kinship Circle together. And all of us were being held by Gaia, the Great Mother, in a powerful field of blessing and support and love–a field that also included my grandmother, great-grandmother and ancestors going back to the first human beings on this planet. It was a very special experience.

Later that day I found a quote on Facebook that underlined my experience in the Kinship Circle:

“All the eggs a woman will ever carry form in her ovaries while she is a four-month-old fetus in the womb of her mother. This means our cellular life as an egg begins in the womb of our grandmother. Each of us spent five months in our grandmother's womb, and she in turn formed in the womb of her grandmother. We vibrate to the rhythm of our mother's blood before she herself is born, and this pulse is the thread of blood that runs all the way back through the grandmothers to the first mother.”
–Layne Redmond, When the Drummers Were Women.

 This quote was such an affirmation of my Kinship Circle experience and brought me even closer to a body and somatic understanding of a seamless Mother line that is sourced from Gaia’s greater womb of creation. I could tangibly feel that as a human being, I am an integral part of Gaia’s body and soul. And therefore, what I think, feel, say, and do truly matters to Gaia’s health and wholeness. 

This affirmation is linked to a wonderful vision I received at our Equinox celebration and again at our Lorian gathering in March of this year. I saw within my own womb a “Seed Earth, “a vision of an evolving planetary being–Gaia–whose gestation and emerging manifestation is intimately a part of and even depends on my own growth and evolution as a human being. My festival experiences have affirmed that we are indeed Gaian Humans, being birthed anew ourselves, and in return helping birth a new Seed Earth for the future well-being of all life on this beloved planet we call home.

Please consider joining us for our Solstice celebration Monday June 19th at 1 pm Pacific time. Those who are participating have been invited to take a photo of their feet standing on their land/place/garden and to make that photo a work of art and beauty. You are also invited to work with a chosen ally in some way and to invite them to our festival and share about that partnership with others. We will be creating a special visual Circle of Wholeness (our feet and our land) standing together at Solstice and celebrating the wonder of being Gaian Humans together.

David's Desk 193

David's Desk is my opportunity to share thoughts and tools for the spiritual journey. These letters are my personal insights and opinions and do not necessarily reflect the sentiments or thoughts of any other person in Lorian or of Lorian as a whole. If you wish to share this letter with others, please feel free to do so; however, the material is ©2023 by David Spangler. If you no longer wish to receive these letters, please let us know at info@Lorian.org.

Spectrums and Ladders

You don’t have to read far or often in spiritual and metaphysical literature to come across the idea of the physical world—the Earth—being on the bottom rung of a spiritual ladder, at the top of which is God. It is a common perspective that when we incarnate, we “descend” into the dense, earthly sphere, leaving our home in the Light-filled “higher” realms. When we practice some form of spiritual development, we speak of moving “up.” God, Angels, Devas, and other helpful spirits are almost always described as being “higher” than we are. 

This hierarchical view pervades Western culture (and likely Eastern culture as well, though I am less familiar with that). And there is some truth behind this perspective. As someone who is sensitive to subtle energies, I do experience a difference in frequency and vibration between different types of subtle beings; some definitely feel “faster” in their rate of vibration while others feel “slower.” I also fall into using the “ladderly” language of “higher” and “lower.” It’s convenient, it’s familiar, it’s descriptive…and, in important ways, it's wrong.

I’ve been watching a television show about explorers having to make their way across the Alaskan wilderness. Sometimes, the terrain is open and clear. Their way is relatively easygoing, and they can move quickly. At other times, though, they are bushwacking through very dense forest and shrubbery, and their progress is slow and often obstructed by fallen trees, clumps of thorny bushes, and so forth. Naturally, they prefer the former over the latter as it’s less work and they can make better time. But the dense forest and the clear terrain are not “lower” or “higher” than each other in an evaluative (not a geographical) sense; one is not intrinsically better than the other. One is not “closer to God.”

They are their own environment, each offering something the other does not. For instance, while travel is easier in the open terrain, the explorers are exposed to fierce, cold winds, from which they are protected in the denser undergrowth.

Similarly, scientists brave the difficult terrain of the Amazonian rainforest and jungle because there are plants and animals there found nowhere else—certainly not in the open pampas or prairies of, say, Argentina—and which contain clues and insights into new medicines or new ecological understanding. Of course, strolling through a lovely English countryside with tame gardens and gently rolling hills is going to be a lot easier than hacking through a jungle, but that doesn’t make the jungle a “lower” realm. Every environment offers its own gifts and its own challenges.

If I despise or struggle with the environment I’m in and wish I were somewhere else, I may miss seeing its gifts. The environment may be difficult and challenging, but it still has something, perhaps many things, to offer if I am open to seeing them.

Of course, physical ecosystems and their differences are not exactly the same as energetic or spiritual ecosystems (or planes, or levels, whatever image you prefer), so there are limits to the metaphor. But let’s look at another example.

The electromagnetic spectrum represents electromagnetic waves of different frequencies, from the very low such as radio waves and microwaves to the very high such as x-rays. “Higher” and “Lower” here, again, are not evaluative terms; they don’t speak to the relative merit (or “closeness to God”) of the two ends of the spectrum. They are descriptive of energy characteristics such as wavelength and rate of vibration. Right now, as I write, I’m eating a lunch heated in my microwave, a nice, hot lunch rather than a cold one. Later, I may watch some television. Both of these are possible due to low-frequency energy. On the other hand, when years ago I injured my leg, it was an x-ray that showed the bone was broken and thus guided the kind of appropriate medical attention that I received. X-rays occupy the high-frequency end of the electromagnetic spectrum.

I’m grateful for X-rays, microwaves, and radio waves! I’m grateful for the electromagnetic spectrum (which includes visible light, by the way, which enables us to see), not for some electromagnetic “ladder” that tells me I should eschew the lower frequencies (thus no hot lunches and no television or radio) and seek the higher levels of x-rays (which, by the way, can kill me!).

One of my subtle colleagues once said, “There are no lower vibrations to God’s perspective.” In other words, the Sacred is present within all vibrational levels in creation. There is no place, no level, no dimension, in the living universe where God is not. This is a key component of Incarnational Spirituality. It lets us know that the physical dimension, the physical world in which we are incarnated, is also a sacred realm, one filled with God’s Presence and Light, as much as any other dimension of energy and consciousness. God does not play favorites.

None of this means that living in the physical world doesn’t have challenges; we all know it does. Being incarnate here often means we’re doing energetic and spiritual bushwacking.  No wonder so many who move on into the Post-Mortem and subtle realms communicate their delight at finding themselves in an environment that seems so graceful and Light-filled. The Alaskan explorers were always happy to emerge from the bush into clear terrain as well. But this doesn’t make the physical world lesser in its sacredness or removed from the Love and Presence of the Sacred. Energy may move more slowly here but it’s still God’s living energy.

I have visited subtle realms where the matter and energy of which they are composed are extremely sensitive and responsive to thought. I can imagine a chair, for example, and one will appear like magic. That doesn’t happen for me here in this world. On the other hand, think of what’s involved if I get up from my computer and walk into the living room and sit in a chair there. It seems a simple action to me, but this thought, this intention, has set into motion a myriad of chemical changes within me, changes that allow muscles to contract or expand, blood to move faster, senses adjusting to keep me in balance and not falling as I move (after all, walking is a form of controlled falling). Literally, millions of tiny collaborations, cooperations, integrations, communications, partnerships, exchanges, and transformations are going on within the ecosystem of my body to enable me to walk across the room and sit down. What a richness of life! What a bonanza of love!  What a plethora of sacredness! All set in motion by imagination and intention. Match that magic, subtle realms!

When I said that the metaphysical, metaphorical ladder of planes and levels is wrong, what I mean is that it conveys a value system that doesn’t exist in the sacredness of creation. There is a spectrum of higher and lower, faster and slower, denser and clearer, manifestations of God, but there is no ladder in which one is more valuable, more sacred, more “real,” than another. We are asked to exchange the ladder for the spectrum.

Why this is important here is the attitude we bring to our life on earth. We are asked to love where we are, to love this world, to be open to its sacredness, even as we bushwack through its challenges. This is why incarnation is a spiritually rich endeavor, a sacred endeavor. When we stand in this realization, we change, and the world changes around us, for we see with a vision that is spacious and loving, not constrained, constricted, and wishing only to climb to the next rung and forget this one ever existed. 

When we stand in this realization, we celebrate the miracle that we are, wherever we are. When we do this, God rejoices in being allowed to be present!

An Experiment

One of the advantages of David’s Desk being digital is that I can do things I couldn’t if it were printed. My Lorian colleague and friend, James Tousignant, and I do podcasts together. He thought it might be interesting to you, my Reader, if he and I were to have a discussion around the theme of that month’s essay and then add the audio at the end. That way, you could both read my thoughts for that month and also listen to me talk about them with James. So, without further ado, here is this month’s conversation. I hope you enjoy it and the added dimension it brings to David’s Desk.

My Journey in Incarnational Spirituality

I feel as though I was experientially discovering Incarnational Spirituality long before I met David Spangler. My life processes led me through a personal discovery of the basic tenets of IS and, although I did not name them until David did with Incarnational Spirituality, I was finding many of the same truths.

Like many who are long standing Lorians I began a conscious spiritual journey in my late teens having been raised by a mom who studied The Infinite Way with Joel Goldsmith and read The Magic of Findhorn and a dad who loved the earth and all of nature deeply and profoundly. At 17 I decided I was Buddhist although I didn’t really know what that meant other than I wanted to look for the Christ Consciousness within people and I did not follow the beliefs of the traditional Christian churches.

Nonetheless, by age 25 my personal life was in shambles having gotten married at 19 to a man who soon became emotionally distant and often angry. I was also a happily employed school nurse teaching wellness and health classes. Through a series of workshops and classes I became exposed to processes that introduced me to the multidimensionality of consciousness including psychic connections and the power of beliefs to shape our world. Through one such process I experienced an inner calling and with tears of joy and singing I dedicated myself to the Great Mystery of the Sacred.

Soon I was learning Reiki from Hawaya Takata and also a meditation form that taught how to ground oneself in Spirit and  connect to one’s higher self in order to find answers to the practical questions of life as well as deepen one’s inner connection. And thus I began to explore Sovereignty and the Subtle Realms. I also began to integrate my knowledge of physical wellness from my professional education with the ideas of consciousness and healing I was learning.

From Reiki I learned that each person is a sovereign being and that my job as a healer was to offer the Universal Life Force as it came through me and let it connect with the receiver’s energy field and wisdom. I also learned what it feels like to have energy pouring through my hands and to believe in something completely invisible.

The most profound event in my life was discovering how to make the inner shifts that allow me to connect with the part of me that is connected to all the universe. Through a meditation process taught by James Craig Ewing I learned to do inner guidance in such a way that first I acknowledged the power of my individuality as a sacred being (akin to what I.S. calls “Self Light”) then created a “Grail Space” (without naming it as such) using guided imagery processes calling in light, love, and Christ energies, and then learned ways to ask “yes/no” questions so to get answers about my life. I combined these skills with those learned from American Academy of Guided Imagery about using guided imagery to connect to the wisdom of the body and what illness may be communicating.

I began to formulate my own inner processes to interconnect and create communication between by body, my emotions, my outer life, and to what I called at the time “God” during my thirties (what I now would call my higher self or a dimension of my Soul). From James I had learned that ego or personality was an ally, not an adversary, so I started with my interests and talents. As a health educator I developed a conceptual model called a “Wellness Star” to describe that health and well being had five spokes: Physical, Emotional, Mental, Social and Spiritual. I posited that each has importance when working to create wellness instead of illness and helped people explore each of those areas in the classes I taught. As a stress management consultant I learned to teach a variety of self care techniques including setting boundaries, valuing and loving self, and a variety of  relaxation techniques that were essentially ways to slow brain waves down, lower blood pressure and heart rate, and created a shift in consciousness of deep relaxation and inner connection.

I experimented on myself. Every day I meditated and explored how to deepen my inner connection and to how to recognize the different “felt senses” of different states of being. I experimented with breathing and imagery and a variety of techniques for traveling inward. I experimented with asking questions and then testing the answers in life to see if the answers I received bore themselves out in my every day experience. In David Spangler’s words I was working with “Vertical Sovereignty—the axis of connection, identity, and self-regulation and governance between the soul and the incarnate personality and body.”

I experimented with communicating with my physical symptoms to find out what they were about. I was able to heal my seasonal hay fever when I listened deeply to my body’s messages and discovered that hay fever was related to childhood experiences that were now in the past. By repetitively reassuring my body that those circumstances were gone and using relaxation exercises I eventually eliminated the symptoms. An ovarian cyst disappeared when, again asking it what it was trying to communicate, I discovered I needed to create a nurturing home nest for myself and spend more time there. In other words I was learning about my identity, appropriate boundaries, and how to emerge a more whole self.

Early on I had no sense of angels or guides or other subtle beings although occasionally people would mention sensing Angelic energy around me or see or feel Jesus the Christ nearby when I was giving Reiki. In retrospect I can see that I was learning how to trust myself and my own inner processes first; that I needed to learn to stand in myself and my own Self Light before I engaged with subtle beings.

Although those early years set the stage it was not until I had my cancer experience that I more fully incarnated. For many years I was able to feel at home–that is, safe and content–only during my meditations. Prior to having cancer, during a dark moment I asked beseechingly in meditation “Where is my home?” and clearly heard “inside yourself, you carry your home with you” and was shown the image of a turtle. In Incarnational Spirituality, Home is defined as “an inner and outer state of safety, empowerment, and nourishment, a loving state of being that enables us and others to discover and grow into our deepest selves. Home is a state of consciousness and connection that promotes the incarnational process.” And further, “The Sacred is the ultimate state of Home.” I was able to first find Home in my meditations for that is where I was able to connect with the Sacred. Having and healing cancer was my conduit for discovering being Home in a physical body on a physical plane and to continue to discover and grow into my deeper self.

When I discovered I had cancer I went into meditation and asked the same question I had asked my body’s symptoms before: “What do you want me to know?” I clearly heard back, “Let the anger out and let the Love in.” I also looked at my life from the perspective of the Wellness Star: Physical, Emotional, Mental/Intellect, Social/Relationships, and Spiritual. And I used my inner guidance meditations to explore and answer what and how to address each of these five areas of my personal Wellness Star. I did not perceive the cancer as a threat, but rather as a message. As David Spangler has said, “Challenges, imbalances, and difficulties can arise from any part of the incarnational system, not just from the personality. Likewise, wisdom, blessing, and skillful insight can arise from any part of the incarnational system, not just the soul.” From an Incarnational Spirituality perspective “the Personality is a dynamic blend of influences from the Emergent Soul, the Incarnate Soul (or “High Self”), the Body, personal psychological processes, and information from the environment, such as from parents, friends, society, autobiographical events, and so on. The main function of the Personality is to “particulate” the soul and enable it to connect with the particulate nature of the physical plane. In this sense, the Personality is understood in Incarnational Spirituality as a function rather than as our identity.” My experience is that one can say the exact same thing about the Body. And my body had cancer so something was out of balance and I set out to decipher the message knowing the process would bring me closer to wholeness or in IS terms Holopoiesis.

I also knew I might die from cancer although I intentionally set out to manifest health. I did not fear death as I intuitively understood and believed in life before and after this earthly life. Having read Autobiography of a Yogi by Yogananda and sensing the truth in it and other writings about a soul’s journey, I simply wanted to get the most juice out of my cancer, clear as much baggage as possible, and use it to become more connected with God. For me manifestation was formulating and imagining the goal, yet holding it with lightness and freedom and then following my inner guidance step by step, day by day, and trusting that the highest and best outcome would be created. Since my inner guidance comes from that soul part of me that is directly connected to the Sacred, and with testing had never been found to lead me astray, I trusted the process.

“Manifestation is the art of using consciousness and subtle forces to shape one’s life. Like the power to bless, it is an incarnational and spiritual skill innate in each human being. Using the five principles of Incarnational Spirituality (Identity/Intentionality, Boundary/Holding, Connection/Engagement, Emergence, Holopoiesis), Manifestation becomes more than just a simple act of “magical” acquisition using methods of attraction. It becomes an expression of creative and spiritual awareness that deepens an individual’s inner connections and presence within the world.”

–David Spangler

“Let the anger out and let the Love in” meant there was emotional work for me to do. I supported my body with a Macrobiotic diet because it understands the energy and life force of food. In many ways it expresses Incarnational Spirituality because of its emphasize on food and nature as being alive. I used daily Reiki treatments from my Reiki Master colleagues because it was about receiving (which I had not been good at) and community and worked energetically on the mind/body/spirit unit. I meditated every day because it was the source of inspiration and hope and also brought my psychoneuroimmunologic state into balance. Physicians and healers both alternative and western were utilized as seemed appropriate at the time and approved through my inner guidance meditations.

The layers of anger and pain started peeling off, first at my parents, then the abusive men in my life, sometimes small things that had happened with childhood friends, and then in past lives. I was surprised when I started to see how afraid I was of life and how little I respected myself. Beings from the Subtle Realms started appearing with support and love–Mother Mary inviting me to stand tall in my Female form, Mrs Takata reassuring me I was on the right path, Babaji with an immense and amazing Love requesting  me to stay embodied, and Jesus holding me in his arms with such Love and tenderness that I cried and cried with amazement that I was loved so. And eventually the memory of being sexually abused by my family doctor as a young child surfaced with nausea and dry heaves. Here was shame and denial and broken boundaries and a clear reason for breast cancer and a history of abusive partners.

It took a total of seven years to clear the cancer and become a being who doesn’t create cancer anymore. It included working with Flower Essences, a team of subtle beings, energetic healers, counseling, oncologists, experimental immunotherapy drugs that were in clinical trials, and many friends supporting me through difficult times. In once process I actually had the experience of incarnating into my legs more fully completing a process that I had stopped when I was four years old because I didn’t want to be here. I learned to receive as well as give, to become even clearer with my inner guidance, develop more fully my sense of self/identity, to express my feelings, and to set boundaries more easily.

I have held myself in my own lap many times to allow the pain of the past to express and resolve. I was guided to simply “tell my story” when others with cancer inquired about how I healed and to offer them my support and skill as a healer if they chose to do emotional spiritual work. “Incarnational Spirituality calls us to deeper interconnectedness and engagement with the world around us. Incarnation is not just a personal act but a communal one as well.” The more I healed emotionally the more sense I had of being present, fully here, and engaged with the world.

My post cancer life has been the last ten years. During this time my daily meditation practice has continued, I married Ron Hays who also lives into Incarnational Spirituality, I was guided how to find our land, we built a house collaborating with the spirits of our land, I explored the work of Dorothy Maclean  and Machaelle Small Wright more deeply and started working directly with the Devas of nature as well as nature elemental spirits more indirectly. I plant trees, I communicate with trees, and sometimes I energetically become a tree. My garden is now co-created with nature spirits as they guide me in choosing what and where and how to plant. I am a healer who uses inner guided healing processes along with the energy of Reiki to clear past trauma, and I often find that subtle beings appear to help a client directly or help me with a client.

I have only begun my exploration of the inner realms and myself and look forward to many more experiences and learning in the future. Incarnational Spirituality offers me inspiration, collegiality, and new insights. It is in many ways an exploration with guideposts. Many years ago when I read the book Every Day Miracles: The Inner Art of Manifestation by David Spangler I knew he knew something most people didn’t recognize about manifestation. Ron and I used the book’s exercises to manifest buying the beautiful acreage that called to me with the words “you can heal here” and in the process cleared many issues between us. When I read David’s Blessing book, I resonated with an author who viewed life as I did and who also called me to do more. I continue to learn from IS teachings as it offers ideas and processes that stimulate me. Some of these processes I adapt and use with clients in my private healing practice. Many I use in combination with my meditation/inner guidance practice to further my development of my Self Light. I am currently engaged in an exploration of my Sidhe connection and what this means for continuing to co-create a nature sanctuary on our land.

I am supported and strengthened by Incarnational Spirituality. The collective IS community and teachings respect and value inner work and this in turn validates and supports me in the life choices I make as a contemplative. My personal reflections with IS teachings and becoming a Lorian priest have furthered my sense of self and strengthened by ability to stand in myself. It affirms me.

I am led to explore more realms through Incarnational Spirituality. While the teachings of IS resonate in me as a reflection of what I know on a soul level and with experiences in my life, it also provides a larger conceptual framework that makes it easier to articulate and communicate with clients and friends and invites me to explore more of myself and life. It expands me.

Incarnational  Spirituality provides a community of Love and inclusivity. My friends and colleagues in Lorian are diverse, laugh and hug a lot, and are dedicated to furthering their own deep connection with Spirit and Gaia. Through IS I am given the privilege of being engaged with people who have a multiplicity of personalities and lifestyles yet all whom resonate with exploring the Sacred through their identity, boundaries, connections, and emergence in the “outer” and “inner” realms. I wrote a sign and posted it on my bedroom door when I was a teenager that said “Love Life, Live Love.” More than anything the essence of Incarnational Spirituality and of David Spangler is Love and it is this Love that continues to call me to IS as I move into my sixth decade.

 “Creating ‘collaborative mind’ or a ‘partnership presence’ in which energy, spirit, life, intelligence, and blessing may circulate between both sides of the ‘veil’ for the benefit of both” is an active exploration for me at this time. I am curious to see what kind of new field, presence or awareness develops for me in my garden, my healing practice, and my life. Will you join me?

In the last decade I have continued to be a part of Lorian and practice the principles of Incarnational Spirituality. I am a Healer. My role now is to assist with the emergence of the New Gaia and the New Human. For me this means much inner work—subtle activism and world work as I’m called to help heal the pain and fear in the world. I do much holding of the Light and being a portal for the unseen subtle beings of many realms  to enter human consciousness and experience. In many ways I and all the Lorians are part of a “transition team” who will likely not see the earth bear the fruit of our current work. We are called, however, to be present now. Present with the Sidhe, the Angels, the Devas, the post mortem beings, Nature, each other, Christ Consciousness, the divine feminine, and so many more we don’t know or have names for as yet. The personal healing and work I have done with myself and the insights of Incarnational Spirituality have led me to a place where I can stand strong in my sovereignty and be a blessing in the world. 

David's Desk 192

David's Desk is my opportunity to share thoughts and tools for the spiritual journey. These letters are my personal insights and opinions and do not necessarily reflect the sentiments or thoughts of any other person in Lorian or of Lorian as a whole. If you wish to share this letter with others, please feel free to do so; however, the material is ©2023 by David Spangler. If you no longer wish to receive these letters, please let us know at info@Lorian.org.

Mystery Schools

Last October, my friend and fellow spiritual teacher, William Bloom, who lives in Glastonbury, England, sent out one of his regular “e-letters” (his equivalent to my David’s Desk) about what a contemporary Mystery School might look like. This in turn prompted a podcast conversation in January between Lorian faculty and board member James Tousignant and me about how Lorian fit the criteria that William outlined and might thus be considered a modern Mystery School.

The word “school” is familiar and ordinary; schools abound everywhere. Precede “School” with “Mystery,” though, and suddenly a patina of glamor is added. There is a sense of a place and a curriculum shrouded in secrecy and reserved for a special few. There is a promise of gaining knowledge and learning skills not available to the ordinary public and of initiation into the hidden wisdom and powers underlying creation itself.

Much of this glamor has arisen in the past two hundred years.  Historians know that the ancient Mystery Schools of Greece and Rome provided a combination of theological training, ceremony, and self-development, the “Mysteries” being insights into the spiritual nature of humanity and our relationship to nature and to the Divine within all things. Because of a scarcity of detailed knowledge about just what went on and what was taught in many of the Mystery Schools, the idea of “Mystery School” can become a screen on which people can project their own fantasies and desires. There is no doubt that the idea of a “Mystery School” has been used, especially in America, to enhance the commercial attractiveness of otherwise ordinary programs of metaphysics and pop psychology, particularly when veiled behind a curtain of secrecy to add to the glamor.

William, though, is European and not American, and perhaps has not been so influenced by these commercial dynamics. He is also not so interested in the theology and cultural beliefs. He is more influenced by the lived experience of ceremonies and practices that induct participants to feel, sense and cooperate with subtle realms and beings. For William, the heart of any Mystery School is a process where the aspirant is supported through rites and energy exercises to enter altered states of consciousness and experience archetypal and angelic states. For William, the challenge of a contemporary Mystery school is to translate the underlying principles and practices into an accessible form available to everyone who feels called to explore them.

There is important teaching in the Mystery Schools about the spiritual nature of the individual and of the world that enable a person to be a blessing to themselves and to bring blessing into the world. There is wisdom about the wholeness of the world and of ourselves and there are skills that can implement that wisdom, all of which are greatly needed to heal the toxicity in our societies today.  This knowledge, this wisdom, these skills could be called “Mysteries” in the sense that they partake of the mystery of who we are and what the world is as manifestations of sacredness. But they are no longer hidden. As William says in his e-letter, “the core secrets of the Mystery Schools are now open knowledge…commonplace in movies, television shows and books.” Both science and psychology, as well as mystical practice and spirituality, have taken down many of the veils that once made the deep truths about ourselves and the world mysterious. Not that there isn’t more to discover and learn, but now we can do so openly as part of life itself, not behind the secret walls of an institution.

What once were the Mysteries might now be called “applied holistic living,” living in a manner that blends both the physical and non-physical sides of our nature and of the world. Indeed, the function of any true Mystery school is not to revel in mysteries but to make the world less mysterious, more known, more understood in ways that enhance our ability to work collaboratively with the forces of creation because we are one of those forces. The function of a Mystery school is revelation and empowerment.

This is what we seek to do in Lorian, and it also is a hallmark of William’s work. In fact, by invitation of the Shift Network, William has been invited to create a “contemporary Mystery school” that fulfills the criteria he set forth in his e-letter. Happily, he is doing so, and there are few people as qualified as he is. I’m delighted to bring his work to your attention.

William calls the curriculum he is creating “Experiential Metaphysics,” offering a certification at the end of one year and, I gather, the possibility of a further Masters program. If you would like to know more about it, please go to his website.

This month the recorded conversation is between William, James, and myself. Enjoy!

An Experiment

One of the advantages of David’s Desk being digital is that I can do things I couldn’t if it were printed. My Lorian colleague and friend, James Tousignant, and I do podcasts together. He thought it might be interesting to you, my Reader, if he and I were to have a discussion around the theme of that month’s essay and then add the audio at the end. That way, you could both read my thoughts for that month and also listen to me talk about them with James. So, without further ado, here is this month’s conversation. I hope you enjoy it and the added dimension it brings to David’s Desk.

David Spangler Shift Network Interview with William Bloom April 2023

Editor’s Note: The transcript below has been lightly edited for clarity and readability.

This interview is part of the Psychic & Intuitive Abilities Summit a free online event. For more information, please visit https://psychicintuitiveabilitiessummit.com. This recording is a copyright of The Shift Network. All rights reserved.

William Bloom: Welcome, everyone! So glad you're joining us for this wonderful conversation and presentation. I'm very excited to introduce our special guest today, David Spangler. David has been a spiritual teacher for over 50 years. He was co-director of the Findhorn Foundation, which is Europe's leading eco-spiritual center, and then co-founded the Lorian Association based in Seattle, through which he teaches numerous classes. He is the author of many books, including Apprenticed to Spirit and Journey Into Fire. I'm very excited to be having a conversation with you, David, welcome. How are you today?

David Spangler: Thank you, William. I'm excited too and I'm fine today. Thank you.

William: Your work at the moment is primarily associated, in my mind anyway, with something that's called Incarnational. Spirituality. Could you tell us what it is and how you got involved with it in the first place?

David: Incarnational Spirituality has its focus on the sacredness of incarnation itself, of the embodied state and our presence in the world. I'll say a little bit more about that in a moment, but the way that I became involved was in a two step way, I guess. When I was 17, I was preparing to go to the university–I had just graduated from high school. A friend asked me what I wanted to do with my life and I said “I want to be a molecular biologist.” I’d no sooner said that when I suddenly had a vision and this subtle being appeared and said, “Actually, you're going to be involved with a spirituality of the incarnate state, a spirituality of being embodied and part of the earth.” I thought, well, that's fine, but that's something I'll do when I'm very much older and after I've been a successful molecular biologist.

William: Let me ask you a question immediately. You say this happened when you were 17?

David: It did.

William: So how come you took notice of this voice? Were you accustomed to having messages of this kind?

David: I was. I've been aware of the subtle dimension for as long as I can remember. Some of my earliest childhood memories are of connection with non-physical reality and with the energies that surround things in the world. I've always experienced everything in the world as being alive in a non-organic sense. So having this being appear, it wasn't like it was a regular daily occurrence, but it was not something with which I was unfamiliar.

William: And was this just inside your psyche as a kind of intuitive sense, or something more substantial?

David: In this particular instance, it was an interior experience. It was like having my attention shifted away from my friend with whom I was talking and suddenly I was having this interior vision. I was seeing what looked like a department store mannequin, a kind of representation of an embodied person. And this image would morph–it would change into an image of a grail or chalice and then it would shift back to a person. This happened three or four times and then I was aware of a being standing next to me and saying “David, your future is going to be involved with a spirituality of the sacredness of incarnation."

William: When you had this experience, which you trusted…I’m assuming–correct me if I'm wrong–I’m assuming there was a vibe, an atmosphere that was something you could trust. It was loving it was…

David: Oh, absolutely, yes. Very much so.

William: When people are trying to discern whether or not they should listen to the messages they receive, there's a criteria that’s applied, which is you check first of all whether it's loving or not loving.

David: Absolutely. Yes. I had had a very, very few experiences with running into non-loving energies–particularly around certain people whom I’d met or certain places. But for the most part, what I’d experienced as a child–and I grew up in a very loving atmosphere with my parents–what I'd experienced when I had these encounters with the subtle dimension was a sense of benevolence and caring and compassion and also playfulness. There was always a sense of joy, a deep sense of wonder and delight in life itself. If that wasn't present, if I did not feel that, then I would be suspicious of what it was that I was tuning into.

I had this experience and it wasn't like I then said, “Well, I'm now going to not go to the university, I'm going to go out and be a spiritual teacher.” I just thought, “Well, okay, that's information to put on the shelf. I really don't know what to do with that. So I'm just going to go ahead with the plans that I have”–which in fact, I did. It was three years later when I had this growing intuition that it was time for me to start a spiritual work.

William: What did that spiritual work look like? Because you were very young–you were in your early 20s.

David: Yeah, I was 20. At that time, my dad and mom had joined a metaphysical group in Phoenix, Arizona. We had moved there and they joined this group for various reasons. That was the first time that I actually encountered other people who were having clairvoyant experiences or psychic experiences of one kind or another. It was also the first time I realized that that was not something that people did normally. I just thought these were experiences everybody had and just simply didn't talk about. At that point, I was 14. I’d been part of the culture of groups in the Phoenix area that were studying metaphysics and UFOs and esoterics. It was the very beginning edges of what later became known as the New Age Movement.

William: How did that young man become a spiritual teacher and then go into evolutionary incarnational spirituality? How did that whole process happen?

David: One of the people we knew was a very famous psychic in those days, named Neva Dell Hunter. She was famous for doing trance channeling of past lives. She was kind of similar to Edgar Cayce. She'd been an advertising executive and then she developed this psychic ability and this ability to channel and that had become her work and she traveled around the country giving readings and holding conferences. Her inner contact was a man named Dr. Gordon and he said to her, “You need to do a conference in Phoenix, Arizona, and you need to have David Spangler as the keynote speaker.” She knew my parents, but she did not really know me. At that point, I was in college, and I knew her a bit. She contacted me and she said, David, I'm doing this conference that’s going to be on youth in the New Age and I'd like you to be the keynote speaker. I said, “Sure!” I thought it would be an adventure. I was the token youth. [chuckles]

William: Had you ever given a talk before?

David: I had–not on spiritual topics, but I had given talks in school and I felt comfortable doing that. The long and the short of it was I prepared for this talk–I had all these three by five cards with my notes and everything. I got up in front of this audience to give this talk and I just shifted into an altered state of consciousness. I was suddenly overlighted by a much larger version of myself in a kind of collaborative or collective mind. I felt myself in touch with two or three other subtle colleagues. I basically threw away my notes and I delivered this talk entirely spontaneously. It was about the changes going on in the subtle worlds as a consequence of this passing into the Aquarian Age.

As a result of that talk, I was invited to come to Los Angeles and give a series of talks. At the time, I said I wouldn't be able to do that because I was at the university. But there was this growing pressure within me that I should do this. I kept saying no, and there were a number of reasons for it. The Vietnam war was at its height and my father was very concerned that I might be drafted. I had scholarships, I had all these things that kept me in university and safe from the draft. And then one morning, I woke up and I literally couldn't think, I couldn't remember. I would go to class and I would have absolutely no comprehension of what the teacher had said. I would read a textbook and close the cover, and I couldn't remember what it said or what I'd read. I began failing in all my classes. I’d have these exams and I couldn't make out what they were asking me to answer, much less know the answer. And this was stuff that I've been getting straight A’s in until then. [So I finally relented and said] “Ok, I get the message, it's time for me to leave the university.” As soon as I had set that into motion, all that kind of loss of memory and everything disappeared. I answered this invitation to go to Los Angeles to do a series of talks, and one thing led to another and that's what I've done for the past 50 years,

William: You were forced into an altered state of consciousness over which you had no control?

David: I think part of me knew I needed to move on, that it was time for me to start doing this work, and my personality was resisting it. It's the only time in my life that I've had something like that happen. Some things stepped in, so to speak. It didn't feel to me like it was an intrusion from outside; it felt like something in me said, okay, we're going to say no to continuing with the college experience, and you really do need to pay attention and take this step.

William: When you were giving your first talks, did you know what you were going to say? Did you understand what was coming through? Was it part of your own wisdom, psyche, intuition speaking or was it something different, bigger?

David: Well, I didn't always know exactly ahead of time what I was going to say, but as soon as I stood up and began the talk, then I would know, I would have a sense of what it was I needed to say. What I needed to do, William, was I had to tune into the audience and I had to tune into the field that the audience and I created together. Once I'd done that, then I knew what I needed to talk about. The result of that is that I've always spoken extemporaneously–I’ve never been able to use notes. I find that they interfere with that process of tuning in and having a sense of what I need to say.

William: But let me ask you a question, then, which I'm sure will intrigue everybody: How do you tune in to your audience? What do you do?

David: Fundamentally, it's an act of love. I stand up in front of the group, the audience, and I quite consciously and deliberately look at them and just open my heart to them and feel I am here to serve them. Because at a very deep level, there is love that unites us; it’s an act of mutual support and upliftment. And so I'm here really as the servant of the audience, and I'm here as the servant of what wants to be a blessing for all of us in this occasion. That creates the sense of resonance with the field of the audience.

William: That is very beautiful, and I wish every teacher would do that. I wish every teacher would do that. So let's move us on now. Explain to us what Incarnational Spirituality is. What is it?

David: In the latter part of the last century, in late 1990s, I was visited by a subtle being–one with whom I had not had much contact with. I had been thinking about all the challenges that people were facing in the world and so on, and he came and he said, “The challenge for humanity is not that you are too incarnated; it's that you're not incarnated enough.” And then he left. I thought this was like one of those Zen koans. But I realized that he wasn't saying, “you all have to get more physical, you're just not in the body.” He was referring to a deeper process, or a deeper state of being.

Then I thought back to two things. One was an experience I'd had when I was seven years old that was really, for me, the thing that, if I were to say what really got me on the track of this work, that was it. I was living in Morocco at the time. My dad was in the military. We were stationed on a base in Morocco. I had this experience of going out of my body–it was the first time I'd had an out of body experience–and just uniting with my soul and feeling that presence of love and then recapitulating the act of will and love that brought me into incarnation. I experienced the process of incarnating and the joy and the love that was behind that–love for the earth, love for this world and for becoming part of it. I remembered that and I remembered something that my first ongoing spiritual colleague and partner and mentor said. He was a being I called John, who appeared to me for the first time when I went to Los Angeles and started doing this lecturing. He said it’s important to realize that we do not incarnate only into a body. A soul just doesn't step into a body the way a driver steps into an automobile; you incarnate into a system, you incarnate into a pattern of relationships–some of which are with the body, some of which are with other physical and earthly elements like the family and parents, but also just the general characteristics of the world. And others are more subtle–subtle forces make up some of what I call the incarnational system. He said when you think of incarnation, you need to think of being part of this system of connections and relationships, which extend both physically and non-physically into the material world and into the subtle world.

So when I had this experience with this being who said we weren't incarnated enough, I went back in memory to both my experience of incarnating and also to what John said, and I thought, well, I'm not sure what to do with this information, but I need to start exploring this and see what we can do to be more incarnated. Then, of course, I remembered the vision I'd had when I was 17 about being involved with a spirituality of incarnation. Putting all the pieces together, I said I need to find out or explore how we can be more incarnated as a whole system, not just simply being more in the body–although that's an important part of it as well; it’s part of a whole system.

I began teaching this and realized that a number of the people who came to my workshops and lectures were struggling with being embodied. Their spiritual teaching, you might say, or the information they had picked up over the years from various traditional religious sources or otherwise, was a need to get out of the body, out of the physical, out of the human and into some transcendental realm. Years ago, John said, the problem is with the transcendental–you don't understand exactly what that is and so generally as human beings, you tend to privilege the transcendental over the physical. You tend to privilege what is out there in the subtle worlds over what you are experiencing in the physical world, when in fact, they're one great wholeness and you need to have honor and respect for both dimensions, for both sides.

I found in working with people that I needed to address this issue of not honoring and not appreciating the spiritual dimension of their own incarnation and their own being, their own personalities–the sense of being in conflict within themselves, of trying to get away from parts of themselves rather than seeing how can I deal with myself as a wholeness, recognizing that part of that wholeness extends out into the world and is part of my connectedness to the life around me. So Incarnational Spirituality deals with that whole process of discovering one's wholeness within the world and as a sacred being. Incarnation is not an exile from our true home, it's not being sent away to someplace we'd rather not be.

William: Is this then the foundation out of which evolved what you call alliance space?

David: Yes, in a way it is. It’s definitely the foundation for it. I mentioned John, and when John first appeared to me, he actually showed up as what I called a “tweedy professor.” That is, he looked like someone who was part of the faculty of the university–he had on this kind of traditional tweed jacket with leather patches on the elbows–it was my stereotype of a professor (and in fact, some of my professors at university did dress that way). So that was his initial presentation to me, except that he was a being of great energy and great love. And then he said, it's time to drop this and I just will appear as I actually am, which, as far as I could see, was this kind of sphere of light. I needed to come into alignment with his energy, and he with mine. This took about a month of meeting twice a day in the morning and in the afternoon. I would meditate and we would come together and our energy fields would begin to blend. Eventually, I realized we’d created a kind of third state. If you think about a Venn diagram, it's that area in the middle where two circles overlap. There was a place where his energy and mine could meet in harmony and in synchronization without one overwhelming the other.

I didn't think much about it; it was a process that I learned in working with him. But in working with Incarnational Spirituality, there came a time when my subtle colleagues said they’d like me to begin teaching how to be in contact with subtle partners. The way to do that, I felt, was through the creation of this overlapping synchronized field, which I called alliance space. The reason I called it alliance space was because for me, an alliance meant a partnership between two potentially unequal partners. Kind of like today, we have the the alliance between the United States and Ukraine, and yet, within the context of the alliance, both partners are equal. John had me experience coming into contact with beings whose energy was much greater than my own, but recognizing that the commonality we shared was one of mutual sacredness, it didn't matter what I was or what this being was; we were both part of the One, we were both part of sacredness and we could come together through that link and find a place where our energies would not be mutually disruptive to the other. And so I call that alliance space. And yes, I teach classes on that.

William: It would be very appropriate now if you could advise us on how do we take ourselves into alliance space. Can you give us some hints or take us into an exercise that does that?

David: I can. I can take you through the process. First I want to say that alliance space is unique for every individual. For each of us, our relationship with the subtle domain is going to be unique just like it is with any relationship or any friendship or working partnership that we have. The way I might partner with somebody would be different than how you would or somebody else would. It's important, I feel, to understand this individual aspect of it that each person will experience this in his or her own way. I’m not giving a recipe that you have to do this exactly this way, but here’s how I would go about it:

The first step is what I call to stand in my own sovereignty, and this is honoring myself as a unique physical embodied individual. If I think of the connection with the subtle worlds as a kind of bridge between this dimension and another dimension, then each side of that bridge has to be anchored and its foundation should be strong and clear and supportive. This honoring of myself, of my spirituality, of my sacredness is giving honor and expression to the foundation that I'm creating in this moment. It is fostered and assisted by being able to love oneself. It’s starts out as a sense of opening my heart to myself and honoring this embodiment, this incarnation, recognizing that taking incarnation is an act of courage and love and intent on the part of the soul shifting into this really strange [chuckles] and at times challenging dimension. I want to honor that my soul has taken that step.

I'm emphasizing this because in workshop after workshop, I have found that one of the most challenging parts to this whole process is for people to love themselves, to honor themselves in a non-narcissistic fashion. It’s a way of saying I am glad to be who I am. One reason that is important is because what I'm going to encounter in alliance space in encountering another being is the strength of their identity. If I'm not strong and clear in my own identity and my own boundaries, their energy could be overwhelming, it could lead to my losing a sense of myself in the presence of the other. So I want to anchor in my own identity.

The next thing is to extend that field of love out from myself to my immediate environment–the chair I'm sitting, the room around me–because all these things are alive, they all possess subtle life, they're all part of the One life, they all are a part of sacredness. I'm attuning to my surroundings as an ally, as a partner. This was something again that I learned from John. There were times when I would struggle with holding his energy–it was like he was bouncing off of me like a balloon. He said, “Anchor yourself into your environment, do that through love and that will enhance and expand your field.” It’s like making a wider chalice or a broader base on which the chalice can rest. So the second step is extending love and appreciation and honor and to one’s environment.

The third step is one of expanding your sense of presence out into the space around you–that is, to have a sense of your body as being bigger than your body. It’s a proprioceptive sense, it's a way of body mapping. It's the same process that we might use when we’re, say, driving a car and after we've driven it for a while, it's like the car becomes an extension of our body and we just instinctively know where the boundaries of that car are as we're moving through space. That's the same process of using our proprioceptive sense of body mapping except now we're mapping it out into this larger space and extending it into the subtle dimension. I say to my students hold the will and intent that you're expanding into the subtle dimension and just be still and be sensitive to what you're experiencing as you expand your edges out. What is the felt sense of that experience? What is that like?

As they become familiar and comfortable with that, the next step is I ask them to create a dedicated space through their imagination. It could be part of their field, it could be a bubble to one side, it could be like an oval in front of them–it can be whatever they're comfortable with. It’s a designated space that's built partly from their subtle energy and their will and intent and, eventually, the energy of whatever partner they're inviting into this alliance. I have them hold the sense of this space in their imaginations and in this kind of proprioceptive field.

And then I say you now want to fill this space with hospitality. You fill it with love, you fill it with a sense of hospitality, but you also fill it with intent. This is why this space is here, this is its purpose, this is the kind of alliance that I seek to create, this is the kind of ally that I'm asking for. In terms of the feel of it, I use the metaphor of preparing your home to receive visitors. Not just willy nilly visitors, but people you've invited, the kind of people you would like to come into your home. How would you prepare your home with this spirit of hospitality, but also, what is your intent in terms of who you invite?

That's as far as I can go with the Alliance Space because the other part of it, the other end of the bridge has to come out of the subtle realms. In my classes, people will do this and they may or may not initially feel any kind of contact. I don't encourage them to have a contact initially; I encourage them to focus on becoming comfortable and secure with the sense of this expanded space for this alliance space. And then at a certain point when they feel ready, then I say, who would you like to invite and for what purpose?

The overarching theme is that there’s a need in the world for us to create alliances that serve the world, that serve Gaia. There's so much that a subtle being who may wish to be helpful in our world can do, but there are limitations because it's not a physical being. It can't affect the world in the way that we can. Conversely, there are things that we might like to do that are enhanced and made stronger through cooperation and collaboration with a subtle being. In this sense, I see alliance space as a kind of force multiplier. It enhances my ability to act in the world, but it also enhances the ability of my subtle partners to contribute to the world as well. This isn’t exactly going through an exercise, but I thought I needed to explain the steps to make them clear.

William: That’s very profound and helpful, and I'm sure everybody will have followed it. What strikes me about it is the deep relational aspect of it that the energy worker, the healer, the person who has some psychic skills, is not egocentric in the way that they reach out or do their work. They're very, very carefully, as you described it, pausing, coming into the sovereignty of their own physicality and their constellation of energies, and then meeting in equal relationship the other beings that may be smaller or bigger.

David: Exactly. That's exactly right, William, you have put it so succinctly and clearly.

William: Well, I can only do that because you explained it so beautifully and it's such a beautiful strategy for people to do this kind of work. I get concerned with people coming into energy work and psychic work, who are kind of very human about it as opposed to relational. I think what you're saying is very, very deep.

David: One thing that I’ve learned is that we have what we call our special senses like sight and hearing for which there’s an organ dedicated to that sense–my eyes, my ears, my olfactory senses in the nose, and so on. But then we have all these senses that are full-body-based like proprioception or our sense of balance, in which the actual sense is not located in a specific organ, it's in the body as a whole. That has been my understanding of the deeper nature of psychic senses. If we're looking to replicate sight and sound as a psychic experience and say that I need to see something or I need to hear something in the way that I do physically, then I'm actually limiting the range of possibilities. I'm cutting out all this other full-body awareness and full subtle body awareness that's possible.

When I work with my companions in my classes, I ask them to be aware of the fullness of the sense of their encounter with a subtle being. A subtle being comes in the fullness of its presence and it interacts with us along a wide spectrum of sensation, of encounter, of information; not just narrowed into sight or hearing. I have people that say over and over, “I don’t see anything.” And yet when you question them about what they're experiencing, they're actually experiencing, if they stop to think about it, a lot of information coming to them in non-physical ways, in subtle ways. So I think that sometimes when we talk about psychic abilities, we narrow the range too much and and in the process, deny what we're actually capable of.

William: Yes. I think what you're saying, if I can interpret it, is that people need to be still and to trust the subtlety of their whole body impressions. There's a saying isn't there, that God talks through feelings, not through words. Listen, David, we're coming to the end of this beautiful conversation. I found your description of the exercise very moving and useful–very practical and useful. As we end this session. I would love it, we would all love it if you'd give us a blessing to round off and close this particular session.

David: Thank you, William, I appreciate that invitation. I often use, particularly if I’m starting inner work, what I call “four blessings,” but they work equally well for ending, so here they are:

Let us bless who we are. Bless the love and the will that brought us into being. It gave us this embodied identity. It is unique in the world and no one else can bring its gifts to the world. So let us bless who we are.

Let us bless those with whom we are in relationship. Let us bless those with whom we work. For together we create a field that none of us can create on our own–a collaborative field filled with promise and richness and power. So we bless those with whom we are engaged in work and in relationship and for the field that we create together.

And let us bless the place where we are. It holds us, it is part of our world, it is where we have our immediate impact, where our presence can make a difference and its presence can make a difference for us. And so we bless the place where we are.

And let us bless the work that we do. Let us bless the activity in which we are engaged. Let us bless our contribution singly and together to the wholeness of the world.

William: Blessed be, David!

David: Thank you, my friend.

William: Thank you David Spangler for your time and your participation in this wonderful conversation. It's much appreciated. Lots of love to you and gratitude.

David: And to you my friend, and to everyone watching.

William: Indeed.

David's Desk 191

David's Desk is my opportunity to share thoughts and tools for the spiritual journey. These letters are my personal insights and opinions and do not necessarily reflect the sentiments or thoughts of any other person in Lorian or of Lorian as a whole. If you wish to share this letter with others, please feel free to do so; however, the material is ©2023 by David Spangler

Sweet Seventeen

It’s amazing for me to think of it, but with this David’s Desk, I celebrate seventeen years of writing these essays every month. I had no idea when I started that it would last this long. The longevity of David’s Desk is largely due to you, my faithful reader, and the support you have given over the past sixteen years.

This experiment in writing a monthly essay began in 2006. That seems like forever ago.  George Bush was President, and the wars in Iraq and Afghanistan had been going for five years, destined, though no one knew it then, to last another fifteen years. This conflict in the Middle East became America’s longest war. 

In the spring of 2006, Twitter was launched. At the time, a friend of mine who was familiar with social media told me that it would become the biggest thing on the Internet, changing in many ways how we communicated with each other. He was right. But in his positive visions of what this new medium could offer, he never envisioned the proliferation of Twitter trolls, the spread of tweet-fueled conspiracy theories, nor government by tweet during Trump’s Presidency.

Sandwiched between 2005, when hurricane Katrina devastated both the city of New Orleans and the Bush Presidency, and 2007, when the first manifestations appeared of the subprime mortgage financial crisis that a year later would explode into the worse economic downturn since the Great Depression, 2006 was a relatively calm year. But it seemed to me that the time was appropriate to launch an experiment in writing what I hoped and intended would be essays of empowerment. 

As it says at the top, “David’s Desk is my opportunity to share thoughts and tools for the spiritual journey.” But behind these thoughts and tools has always been a conviction that each of us is a sacred individual. We are each an agent through which sacredness and blessing can emerge into our world. We need to remind each other of this because it’s easy to forget. So many voices in our world tell us just the opposite. I wanted David’s Desk to be such a reminder. I still do.

Our spiritual nature and the resources we have within ourselves are always there no matter what is happening in the world. For this reason, I have made a point of not trying to “follow the news” in these essays; I have had no desire to join the “commentariat.”  There are many excellent people, more knowledgeable than I, offering such commentary on the happenings of the day (and of course, many other people who know little or nothing but don’t let that stop them from stating with certainty that “this is the way it is).  I did not, and do not, feel that is my role. What I have wished to give witness to is our sacred nature and the spiritual power of our incarnations. This is where our power lies; this is where our ability to heal what is broken and to create what is empowering comes from. As I said in my very first David’s Desk, there are “no Muggles here.” We are all extraordinary, all magicians of the soul, capable of amazing feats of transformation through our innate power to love. We just need to be reminded of this fact.

As I began the eighteenth year of writing these “Desks,” I intend to keep on reminding you, and myself as well. We are, after all, partners in this enterprise of world transformation.

Thank you for letting me be your partner for the past seventeen years.

An Experiment

One of the advantages of David’s Desk being digital is that I can do things I couldn’t if it were printed. My Lorian colleague and friend, James Tousignant, and I do podcasts together. He thought it might be interesting to you, my Reader, if he and I were to have a discussion around the theme of that month’s essay and then add the audio at the end. That way, you could both read my thoughts for that month and also listen to me talk about them with James. So, without further ado, here is this month’s conversation. I hope you enjoy it and the added dimension it brings to David’s Desk

About Lorian's Seasonal Festivals

Editors note: This conversation was originally released in the Lorian Podcast. The transcript has been edited for clarity and readability.

James Tousignant: Welcome to the Lorian podcast. This is a special podcast, the Lorian Festival podcast with Lucinda Herring, Linda Engel Ara Swanney, and Freya Secrest.

Lucinda Herring is currently living on her family forest in Alabama, helping to create a conservation easement there. For Lucinda, celebrating with all of life and with Gaia at the seasonal gateways of the year is a living, cyclical way of remembering the deep beauty and joy of who we really are as human beings.

Linda Engel lives in Melbourne, Australia surrounded by her beautiful garden. She has been participating in Lorian programs now for nearly six years. Linda loves being part of this wonderful community.

Ara Swanney is a New Zealander living on the Kapiti Coast, north of Wellington. She describes feeling a sense of wholeness as together we participate in these seasonal Gaian festivals, acknowledging both hemispheres simultaneously and yet relevant to each of us wherever we are on this beautiful earth.

Freya Secrest lives in Douglas, Michigan on the shores of the Great Lake. Freya shares, "Festivals are important to me as they open a relationship with nature that strengthens partnership, wholeness, and the joy that comes with celebrating life."

Freya Secrest: This is Freya Secrest. Our Lorian team of Festival-makers are inspired each year to do something around the festivals, and this year to create a circle of wholeness. We describe this March Equinox festival as a festival of balance, widening, inviting and focusing. The equinox marks a moment of threshold, balance and pause, when the tilt of the planet in its orbit means that the sun's rays fall in a horizontal line along the earth's equator. Equinox is derived from aequi–equal and nox–night. At the time of the spring and fall equinoxes, day and night, light and dark are balanced and of approximately equal duration all over the planet. The March Equinox becomes a threshold doorway for Gaia’s breath expanding since the Winter Solstice in the Northern Hemisphere and contracting since the Summer Solstice in the Southern Hemisphere. It meets in the middle, so to speak, at the equator. We in the North stand in the doorway between winter and spring, inviting new growth and blossoming and widening light. Members of the Lorian Gaian Commons Community from the South stand in the doorway between summer and fall, inviting the withdrawal and narrowing of light and life into seed and a more focused intent. By celebrating the Spring and Fall Equinox together, we are once again creating a Gaian festival of wholeness. That's our description.

James: That's wonderful. Tell me more about the planning of the Equinox Festival. You have a change in the way that you're going to be doing it.

Lucinda Herring: I’m happy to share. Last year for the solstice, we did the gesture of the spiral. In the Northern Hemisphere, people walked meditatively into a spiral to the center. And in the Southern Hemisphere, you were at the center and you walked out of the spiral to express the expansion of the Gaian breath.

When the Equinox came last year, we realized that it's equal day and equal night, and Freya and Jeremy came up with the gesture of the lemniscate, the figure eight. There’s a point in the middle of the lemniscate which is the threshold where you're going from one season to another. On the Equinox, whether in the Northern or the Southern Hemisphere, you're standing with one foot in one season and one foot in the others. The Gaian breath has moved in a sense to the equator, the line in the middle of the planet–the place of equal night and equal day, equal light and equal darkness. The lemniscate capture that.

But then we had a conversation with David Spangler about festivals and a deeper inquiry into what is a Gaian festival, and David encouraged us to think that maybe we don't stay just with the seasons, but we work with what a Gaian festival might be. We decided to stay with the seasons because we'd only done one year and we wanted to deepen with that. But at Solstice, we decided together to make the gesture a circle of wholeness–not the spiral like we did on the prior Solstice. And now at this Equinox, not the lemniscate, but staying with this vision of a circle of wholeness and encouraging people to create their own circle of wholeness wherever they might be.

There's the challenge of what does one do in that circle, what is the dance, what is the movement of that, what is the gesture. We have been discussing what would be a gesture of balance and equilibrium, and we'll have to decide how to do it for the Equinox. The main focus will be the circle of wholeness, because in it, the ability to stand in a circle and to feel your own Sovereignty, your own radius, your own agency and Light, then to reach out to the land where you are–and this is land that spans the globe for each person who's participating–you stand in your own land and invite it to the dance, essentially. And then feel the wholeness of Gaia herself and the pause of the breath. It's not expansion or contraction when we're at the equinox; it’s this sacred pause and balance.

It's very powerful to experience. We experienced that last year, and I'm hoping that we will again–the fact that no matter where we are in the Northern or Southern Hemisphere, at the Equinox, we are in this line or place of equality, and that has its own deep gift and power. This is what we will be working on and we will be inviting into our circle the allies of our place. We’d also invited people at the Solstice time in December to think of an ally that they want to deepen their partnership with in the coming year. We're now one turn of the wheel into that and so we'll be encouraging people to remember that ally or partner that they wanted to partner with and deepen with and that invite them to the dance.

James: Thank you. How is it that you came together to start the festivals?

Freya: I think in the Gaian Commons Community, the idea of festival and sharing celebration–especially celebrations around the Earth–have been important to me. Here we were talking about Gaia and I thought perhaps it would be nice to celebrate Gaia, and a time-honored way of doing that was using the seasonal festivals. I know Lucinda as one who has been a festival leader and creator for many years in her background with as a celebrant, as a Waldorf teacher, as a woman of deep attunement to cycles in life. So I called her and said, Lucinda, would you like to help me set up festivals for the Commons? And I'll let you take it on, Lucinda.

Lucinda: I was very excited when Freya did reach out to me. It's how long ago now, Freya–two years? We've done one full year of Gaian festivals and we were very excited to know that Ara and Linda were our representatives, our women of wisdom in the Southern lands, the Southern Hemisphere. Freya and I worked together at the beginning and invited Ara and Linda in, but over the course of the year, it was very clear that Freya and I both really wanted Linda and Ara to be part of the foursome, to actually tune in together and create together what we wanted to do. So probably halfway through the year, we started meeting together as the four of us–is that right Ara and Linda?

Freya: It definitely brought in the fact that this is a Gaian celebration, not just our local celebration. They’ve been very important in helping widen it in that way. Linda or Ara, what drew you in, what interested you to share your celebration with the Northern Hemisphere?

Linda Engel: Well for me, firstly you invited me to join, and I loved the idea of bringing the energies of the South to the North, creating the wholeness. And I felt this very important that Ara and tend to be the sole representatives of the Southern Hemisphere–I mean, there are a few more dotted around. I just love bringing those energies and creating this beautiful circle of wholeness. Whenever we've done these ceremonies, I felt in the sacred pause this beautiful energy of Light right through the planet coming from the South up to the North and back, and it's really palpable for me. I just love that whole essence of creating this beautiful energy of global Gaian celebration.

Ara Swanney: For me, I was delighted because for many years, I've been involved in seasonal festivals here in New Zealand. We used to turn them upside down because everything was Northern Hemisphere-centric, but then we began to shift. Our Spring Festival, which is Easter in the Northern Hemisphere, is actually in August-September down here. We had to make those changes and adjustments all the time, whereas this involvement feels whole, it feels like we've been brought into the fold and included. For me, that's a great thing and I love the fact that Lorian is focusing on the whole of Gaia at one time. Sometimes I've celebrated these festivals in another part of the world. Being able to join in from my perspective has felt really special.

James: Thank you. What are some of the gifts and challenges that you face doing festivals online?

Lucinda: The gift, obviously, is that the four of us from all over the world can do these festivals and other people can join us from all over the world because we're on Zoom online. The challenge for me as a festival-maker who loves being together, embodied, being able to feel someone's hand that you hold next to you and to smell the fragrance of the season where you are and create beauty together and dance and sing–you can't really sing very well on Zoom–things like that have been a challenge. But it's also such an opportunity to feel the wholeness of everything.  One small example was at Solstice in December. It was dark and cold for us in the Northern Hemisphere, but on Zoom, this little bird–Ara, I’ve forgotten which bird it is–but there were these birds that were singing, and every one of us heard it on Zoom all around the world. We were in the Winter Solstice, but they were in the Summer Solstice with this bird song.

Freya: What was the bird, Ara?

Ara: It was the Tui.

Freya: That's been part of the magic for me of this. I've celebrated festivals quite a bit, and to include the Southern Hemisphere has been particularly notable for me in terms of the Winter Solstice, both this last year and the year before when Linda and Ara came on with their bounty of flowers and fruits they had put in their circle that they had created. There I was with my greens and white outside and the very stark trees and that widened my perception of what was going on for the planet. It's been a way of grounding and making very tangible the fact that we are one whole planet. Gaia so multi-life, multivalent, so diverse and holding so much all at once. It brought joy, both to see that there, but also to feel it. It gave me a deeper connection to the seeds underneath the ground in my winter territory that were just getting prepared, filling themselves up in that deep time of winter silence to be ready to burst forth in the spring. That's a magical part of it all for me.

Linda: I've never done any of these celebrations, really. I mean, I always honored the Equinox and Solstice times of the year, but I never actually did the celebrations until we started together. I remember that first solstice celebration. I was with my daughter and halfway up the coast of Australia and it was really hot that night. I’d made a spiral in the grass and I made this beautiful altar and I was sitting in the sun. Everyone in the North was sitting by their fires and it was snowing. But eventually I had to move because I was getting so hot and I was afraid the computer was going to explode from the heat! [chuckles]. It was such a beautiful flow of energy and connection here I was sitting in this heat, and then I was just looking at everybody else (besides Ara, of course) sitting huddled by their fires, almost like this dark room I’m sitting in now. It was really special.

Ara: Another thing that has come to me over this time of us presenting this together and celebrating is that for it has inspired me to research the things that our indigenous people, the Maori, have done for millennia in relation to these festivals, and it’s given me more depth of understanding. Everything they do resonates with Incarnational Spirituality, and it’s lovely to bring that flavor into it, the indigenous festivals which are absolutely connected to Gaia rather than just our Eurocentric way of doing things. That brings me closer as well.

Linda: One of the things that I just love about Lorian–I think it started with the kinship circle–is that honoring of the land that I'm standing on. In most speeches you make in Australia now, anywhere on TV, in government, etc. you honor the indigenous land that you're standing on. I just loved starting whatever I was going to say by honoring the traditional land, the custodians of this land. I think it's really something very special. It connects me more to the land that I'm standing on.

Lucinda: Yeah, I'd like to follow that because one challenge I've had in these years of trying to create the Gaian festivals is that I've moved around so much. The presence of the land has been foundational in how I open the festival gateway and how I know how to celebrate, and so it's been a challenge for me. I think the first one I was at my sister's house in Asheville in the mountains, and then by spring, I was in Maryland at White Oak farm, and then last Autumn Equinox I had moved to my land here in Alabama. I'm grateful that the Equinox that we're going to be doing, I'm still going to be here in Alabama because I've created a circle here.

But I've realized that there's been a gift in moving around like that as well because each of those lands has been so different. Even though I'm in the Northern Hemisphere and the seasons have been the same, the expression of those seasons is so diverse and so different depending on whether I was in Asheville in the mountains or in Maryland by the coast, and now in Alabama in the woods. We’ve made a point of really standing in our own Sovereignty and opening to the allies of the place where we are when we do these festivals, as you were saying, Linda and Ara. It's amazing the different allies who have come to the festivals in my year or so of doing this. That's a great celebration and joy to me to see how different the actual festival is in my being, depending on which land I'm standing on.

Freya: I also have been traveling during some of these festival times when they've come up. For me, it's not totally been the land that's changed. It's been the people that I've been with, though we started at the end of covid when we were in our Zoom boxes coming together. One time I was with my daughter and my son in-law. I think that was last Spring Festival. He got very excited and ran outside and gathered some spring greens and created wreaths for his daughter and his wife and myself for us to wear. We were down in the basement, we weren't outside in the land at all. We needed to be in the basement because the kids were taking naps. There was an enthusiasm and a sense of "what a welcome thing to celebrate and I can join in too!" It wasn’t just with Lorian people, my family members felt welcome to include themselves and join in the celebration. I know that's been your dream, Lucinda, to be able to have more children–your granddaughter was around that you could share some of it with her. And I know Linda, you have done that and Ara too, I think with your grandchildren.

Ara: Yeah. The very first time it was the Summer Solstice and I was in Australia and I had my granddaughters help me pick the flowers. We laid out this beautiful thing on the table with the flowers and stones and things that we'd found. That was really special to me to bring them in, and it’s been an opening for other conversations that we've had since as well.

Linda: I found also just collecting flowers, stones and different aspects of nature for the spiral or the lemniscate was sort of a meditational practice. I found that really special. Creating a garland of flowers–I’d never done that before. I love doing it. I spent hours doing it and put it in the fridge to make sure it stayed fresh for the next morning because it had been so hard for me to make. I just love to do that because I never did it before. For this Equinox, I'm going to be away, I’m going to be in Seattle. So that's going to be interesting, bringing in Southern energies like Ara last year when you were in France. I'll be in the North.

James: This is this is quite interesting. The individuals who would be listening to this podcast, some are in the Gaian Community and some are in the public. The phrase that is really striking me right now is "I can do this too.” What you were just describing weren't limitations; they were opportunities to dive in a little bit deeper with what you have in front of you, whether it's a different place or different people or different seasons. How can people join this festival, the celebration that's coming up on the Equinox?

Freya: We have it listed as one of the activities in our Lorian Commons. And so the most straightforward way would be to join the Commons and that's a subscription for a year that is $15 a month. However, if someone was really interested in joining in with just the festivals, you can write to me at freyas@lorian.org and express your interest in joining the festival and the link for that festival could be could be sent out and include you. For some folks, that’s all that they can come for and we welcome that.

Linda: We wanted more people from the Southern Hemisphere, and last time we invited Lindsey, who lives in Zimbabwe, so we had three from the Southern Hemisphere. It's lovely to get more people from the South.

Freya: We are really, in this work, looking to work with the pull, the gravity, the attraction that is there in connectedness. When we were doing the circle last year with a circle of wholeness, we asked everyone to envision themselves with the North heading clockwise and the South counterclockwise, so you had a sense of meeting each other, so there was a sense of coming together. Linda, I think you had some experiences around that, that were very alive for you.

Linda: That was that pillar of Light, it was very strong. It was a sense of oneness, of Light through the whole center of the planet. It was actually more like a spiral, really. That's what it feels like.

Freya: These festivals are a little bit of an exploration. There’s certainly the time-honored, traditional celebration of the seasons, but we're looking to say, how can we celebrate a planet that has in different seasons going on all the time? And not just North and South–for instance, Zimbabwe is closer to the equator with more of an even experience of things–and just stretching out our capacity to find representations of that in our sharing. In the Equinox, when you look at the symbol of equals, it's two lines, one on top of each other, relating to each other moving in more of a flattened circle. There’s still a circle, they're still connected, but they're more of a flattened elliptical. But there’s also a way in which they come together at that center point, which is Earth sovereignty, Earth’s place of standing in its wholeness, in its presence. That seems to be a little bit of what's coming out.

And then when we invite our subtle allies–or “neighbors" is another way to say that…My ally is a particular tree in my yard that I notice and appreciate for its being present in my life. Giving time and attention and noticing these neighbors, as I say, or allies, we strengthen our bonds of connectedness, the gravity that connects us with our world and our ability to be in partnership with and to be present to it and to let that be more part of our daily exchange with the world. In some ways for me these festivals are a way to carry out a relationship and find ways to weave it into daily life, not only festival days.

Ara: And to hold an awareness of the whole. For me on a Zoom, I know that I'm in a different part of the world because of my background–I can see there's light or there's sunshine. And the beings here are different from the ones I experience when I go to Australia or France. Knowing that and just being part of it and holding it in my consciousness really helps me

Freya: I don't know if the bird that’s singing is coming from Linda's dawn that we see outside her window or from ours a little bit later in the morning.

Linda: It’s mine.

Freya: They’ve often joined us in our festivals and circles. The birds have come to join in, which is so delightful.

Linda: I'm also liked how we used the four gates from the Sidhe card deck in last year’s Solstice celebration, and each of us called in the energies of that gate. I thought that was really beautiful. I thought that was very special.

Lucinda: Yeah, I think we decided to do that more consciously. I've experienced each time we've done these festivals a kind of delight and gratefulness from the Sidhe world and the Devic world and the natural world, a gratitude that we are doing these and creating containers of opportunity for us to be together. I particularly have felt that from the Sidhe and I remember that somewhere along the way Marielle said to David or he wrote about it, that we used to go to stone circles, long, long ago as human beings, and we celebrate the festivals with the Sidhe. That there would be these times in the Earth year, where humans and Sidhe, which are actually on some level cousins, would still meet and celebrate together and create beauty together. I’ve always experienced that there's this opportunity for us to create beauty together and to cultivate presence.

And so I really like that emerging part of our Gaian festival exploration and it feels exciting to me. It feels truly emergent that somehow we as humans, and with our allies in the natural world and with the Sidhe and with the animals who might come to the festivals, like the birds–a bird came and presented itself in the circle–that we are cultivating presence, we're cultivating it and nourishing it. We are expanding our own presence to know that we are Gaian that the Gaian presence is who we are and we are the Gaian presence. It feels very exciting to me. Being able to celebrate these festivals on a regular basis gives us opportunities to know that and nurture it and remember.

Ara: Yeah, I think that's a good word you used, Lucinda–nurturing it, you know, with the, with the cycle and returning and then growing it as well.

James: That’s a lovely place to stop for this for this podcast. Thank you all very, very much for showing up at different times in your day to come on. And again, the celebration for Lorian for the Equinox festival is noon Pacific, on March the 19th 2023 noon, west coast of North America time. So thank you all again. For for coming on.

Lucinda: Thank you, James, for having us.

Ara: Thank you James, and everyone.

Freya: What a wonderful opportunity to be able to talk about it in this way. This is just lovely.

David's Desk 190

David's Desk is my opportunity to share thoughts and tools for the spiritual journey. These letters are my personal insights and opinions and do not necessarily reflect the sentiments or thoughts of any other person in Lorian or of Lorian as a whole. If you wish to share this letter with others, please feel free to do so; however, the material is ©2023 by David Spangler. If you no longer wish to receive these letters, please let us know at info@Lorian.org.

Incarnational Spirituality

Those of you who are familiar with my teaching and writing know that I work in collaboration with non-physical individuals living in the subtle and spiritual realms. I call them my “subtle colleagues.” In the late Nineties, just before the turn of the century, one of them said to me, “The challenge with humanity is not that you are too incarnated. It’s that you’re not incarnated enough.”

I knew that he didn’t mean that we needed to become more physical. But what exactly did he mean? It seemed important to me to find out. (It’s not unusual, by the way, for a subtle being to drop a comment like this into my consciousness and then leave it up to me to figure out what it means!).

To start out with, I had three clues to work with. The first was a memory. When I was seven, I had an out-of-body journey in which I re-experienced the process of my own incarnation, moving from the spiritual realms into embodiment. What was most clear about that experience was the joy that I felt at the opportunity to be an incarnate human being and the flow of love for the world that made it possible.

The second clue came when I was seventeen. It was during the summer between graduating from high school and entering college. I had a clear vision of my future (not the one I had been planning for!) in which I participated in the unfoldment of a spirituality grounded in love and appreciation for the incarnate state.

The third clue was something one of my first subtle colleagues, an individual I called “John,” said to me in 1965 when we first began working together. He said, “You don’t incarnate into a body the way a driver steps into an automobile.” (Which, by the way, was a common image of incarnation in those days, and perhaps still is.) “You incarnate into a system of relationships and connections with the world. The body is simply one element of that system.”

This latter idea was also my introduction to systems thinking, a way of viewing the integral and interconnected nature of the world. In working with the subtle realms, one quickly realizes just how interconnected and “entangled” everything is, however much it seems here in the physical dimension that we are all separated and apart from each other and the world around us. It also becomes apparent that love is the primary “entangling” force, just as it is the force that drew me, and countless other souls, into incarnation.

A holistic, ecological, systems view of life and the world is not new in human history but it is relatively new and unfamiliar to our Western society which has adopted a more atomistic perspective, breaking everything down into smaller and smaller separated parts. In life, however, the whole is always greater than the sum of its parts, so a reductive, atomistic approach will never give us an accurate picture, either of who we are or of the world around us.

With this perspective and the three clues to start with, I began to weave a deeper understanding of the nature and potential of incarnation. I called this exploration and the insights that came from it “Incarnational Spirituality.” Over the past quarter-century, this exploration has been developed, expanded, deepened, and enriched by the contributions of many colleagues within and outside of Lorian, including those in the subtle realms. It has been a truly collaborative endeavor.

If I were to give a one-sentence definition of Incarnational Spirituality (something I’m often asked to do), I would say that it is an exploration of the spiritual resources and potentials we have as incarnated individuals. It offers a toolkit to bring those resources into play in ways that can benefit our world. Incarnational Spirituality affirms that being in a physical body in a physical world is no impediment or obstacle to being a spiritual presence or to being a source of blessing but in fact is a source of strength and power.

Of course, a one-sentence (or even a one-paragraph) description doesn’t cover all that Incarnational Spirituality (or IS) can offer. It’s why Lorian offers different classes and books exploring it all!

One of the most important things it offers is empowerment. I have worked with spirit-seeking individuals, groups, and communities for sixty years and a bit more. A common idea I have encountered over and over again is that incarnation is a form of “exile” from our “true home.” It is a loss, a diminishment of who we really are. Wherever individuals acquire such an idea (and there are many possible sources), it is ultimately disempowering and limiting. It keeps us from recognizing how much more we are each capable of being and expressing. It deprives us and the world around us of gifts and blessings we otherwise could offer–gifts of love, compassion, fellowship, understanding, healing, and vision that are very much needed.

Based on many people’s experiences throughout human history, the world has both a physical and a non-physical or “subtle energy” side. I like to call the latter Earth’s second ecology. A core insight of Incarnational Spirituality is that we incarnate into both, for both are part of the “incarnational system” that “John” spoke of nearly sixty years ago. This means we are beings of subtle energy as well as of physical matter. The gifts we bring into incarnation, the potentials we can unfold, operate in this subtle domain as well as in the physical world. This is why, for example, we can be effective subtle activists as well as physical ones. The terrain in which we can operate to bring blessings into the world is thus vastly expanded. It is a vision of incarnational wholeness.

One doesn’t have to study Incarnational Spirituality to awaken to and express these gifts. There are other spiritual and psychological teachings and approaches appearing in our time that work toward the same needed and important goal–a reclamation of our individual and collective human wholeness. Each of us needs to discover the way of awakening that suits our individuality. One thing IS offers, perhaps uniquely, is a toolkit to express both the material and the subtle sides of our incarnational wholeness.

Our world is suffering from fragmentation and the conflicts that this promotes. This is why my subtle colleague said that we weren’t incarnated enough. We’re not mindful and deliberate enough with our interconnectedness.

To enable wholeness is the need of our age. We are called to do so in service to our world. How we hear and respond to that call is up to us. What is important is realizing that we can respond. We have what it takes in the wholeness of who we are to remake our world. Incarnation brings us to where we are needed and with the tools we need in order to do so. The rest is up to us.

AN EXPERIMENT

One of the advantages of David’s Desk being digital is that I can do things I couldn’t if it were printed. My Lorian colleague and friend, James Tousignant, and I do podcasts together. He thought it might be interesting to you, my Reader, if he and I were to have a discussion around the theme of that month’s essay and then add the audio at the end. That way, you could both read my thoughts for that month and also listen to me talk about them with James. So, without further ado, here is this month’s conversation. I hope you enjoy it and the added dimension it brings to David’s Desk

The Qabalah, Incarnational Spirituality and Gestures of Awareness

My Beginnings

I was born in 1955 in a small, very traditional Welsh village in a family environment that was both rich and very difficult. I was born with an innate sensitivity to inner experience and I remember a sense of the aliveness of the world and of a deep stillness that would enfold me and would convey a sense of all time and space being present just here and now. Within this stillness there would be experiences of beings who seemed concerned about me and the direction of my life. I had no way of contexting this experience as I was brought up in an orthodox Christian household that had no sense of inner experience. The Christian traditions of my childhood were very much concerned with the sense of sin and evil and the wish to eradicate or drive out anyone or anything that exhibited these qualities.

I was fortunate when I was 15 to come across the tradition of the Qabalah which we might describe as the inner tradition of both Judaism and Christianity. This takes a different view to orthodoxy and points our attention to the other tree found in the centre of the garden—the Tree of Life. This tradition appears in Europe in the twelfth century CE and gives us a way of working with self and world so that what is perceived as evil or wrong, instead of being driven away or slain, is brought into the heart and there undergoes an alchemical transformation in which the disturbed feelings, thoughts, and beliefs undergo a process of death and resurrection which, instead of dividing the energies of life, unites and magnifies them. The Qabalah is a practice of prayer, contemplation, and way of life that has its heart in this way of being and is organized around this image of the Tree of Life, simultaneously the image of the true human being and the universe in which we find ourselves. One of its central practices is the alchemical practice of bringing all that is lost and disturbed back into the heart and returning it into what might be called the great bundle of the living.

I have worked with this tradition for nearly fifty years. It has demanded that I be continually attentive to the ways in which I either act in the service of light or become an obstacle to it. It has asked me to take seriously the reality of the inner worlds and subtle beings and the ways in which the outer and inner worlds affect each other. I have stood in old churches that have become dormant or despoiled; in older sacred sites that have somehow become detached from their original purpose; on old battlefields; in the back streets and alleys of Jerusalem and the Drakensberg mountains of South Africa. I have also worked with it in the middle of cities, on trains and buses, in council estates and cottages, in gatherings of powerful people, in great cities and with powerless and despairing people in small towns. In all these places and occasions, the choice has been whether to find a way to affirm unity and the mystery of the indivisible nature of love and will, or to divide will and refuse love; to align with the tselem, the true human image, or to set up an idol in its place.

I was taught this art by two remarkable people, Walter Ernest Butler and Tom Oloman, both, in my view, tsaddikim or adept qabalists in their capacity to enhance life and transform disturbance.

Walter Ernest Butler (1898-1978) was taught the Qabalah by Dion Fortune, and was part of the Society of the Inner Light that she founded. He was also a priest of the Liberal Catholic Church. I encountered him in 1973 when I joined the Helios Course on the Practical Qabalah. His training was focused on the development of the will and imagination while retaining the capacity to be grounded and embodied. A particular feature of his work was the development of the image or tselem of the true human being; this he called “the magical personality” and he worked with it so as to enable a sense of ourselves as centres of light and life through which the practice of effective prayer and blessing manifested. This work involves descent into and emergence from what he described as “the inner sea at the foundation of our psyche.” In the act of dissolving into the inner waters he would be receptive to the deep prompting of his own soul and inner guidance, letting go of his customary self-image and, as he emerged, would take whatever form was needed to meet the conditions of the moment. He continues to be one of my major influences and as I write this, what I most remember is his clarity, kindness, and no-nonsense simplicity—no frills or elaboration.

I worked with Ernest Butler for only a short time, but I went on to work with his disciple Tom Oloman (1914-1995) for over twenty years. His work too was centred in a practice of blessing and prayer and, like Ernest, he used a process of dissolving and arising, but his approach was less precise and more mystical than Ernest’s. Like Ernest he followed the same process of aligning with light and embracing disturbance. Tom had great clarity and stillness, a similar sense of ground and embodiment to Ernest, and a capacity to go beyond form to identify the heart of whatever he was confronted by.

For both of these teachers working with disturbance and evil was an everyday matter; the quiet rebalancing of the universe.

Tom had an abstract, zen-like approach to this work based upon the unity of light and silence, seeing himself as a contemplative monk in a white habit whose task it was to bring the deep, silent music of heaven into the cacophony of the disturbance. He aligned with the sense of the divine as the Christ, which he would symbolise  by the image of an equal-armed cross of gold with a red rose blooming at its centre; experiencing the balance and radiance of the golden cross and the fragrance and beauty of the flowering red rose. This he linked with the healing and harmonising quality of the Name YHShVH, יהשוהּ, which is called in Qabalah the Healing Name. He would bring the sense of discordance and lack of balance into relationship with the harmony of the Name and would simply sit with the disturbance until the inner cacophony subsided, leaving behind a stillness that would hover in the air like the fragrance of the rose.

Over many years I have learned the theory and practice of this tradition and have taught it both in the UK, Israel and South Africa. I recently wrote a book about it and remembered one of my early experiences.

Some thirty-five years ago  my wife and I visited a small church in the depths of the English countryside. It was a sunny day; the village was a classic English village with a duckpond—a haven of peace and tranquillity—and an eleventh-century Norman church that looked beautiful in the afternoon sun.

We anticipated a pleasant visit, looking at stained glass windows, tombs, and learning a little about the history of the church. When we entered, we found what we would have expected to find: a plain, well-proportioned country church, but the psychic atmosphere hit us between the eyes. There was a sense of coldness, airlessness, and what I can only describe as fouled air. I recall stumbling in shock and surprise. I was near to the baptismal font, so I reached out in order to stabilise myself. As I did so I was suddenly aware of the presence of a medieval priest. holding me up and overshadowing me. I was given a strong impression that this place had been desecrated and rather than a place of peace was now a fountain of despair and anti-life. I found myself repeating the Healing Name, and as I did so, it was as if a fountain of pure water burst out of the font and flowed through the church.

My wife stood with me and repeated the Name with me. I don’t know how long we stood there, as I was not in an ordinary state of mind, but gradually the sense of oppression lessened. However, rather than the experience fading away it intensified; it was as if the priest stepped more deeply into me, and I leaned back into him and into the Name. I found myself walking up the nave to a twelfth century tomb in the north chancel and, as I did so, there was a sense of another presence as if rising out of the tomb. There was a different quality in the church now, an active will which engaged with and resisted the will that was coming through me. I found myself laying hands upon the tomb in a gesture of contact and blessing even though what was coming from the tomb was what I can only describe as pure antagonism.

Again, I do not know how long I stood there; it was like standing in the epicentre of a great storm as the light and presence of the Healing Name, coming from the priest and what seemed to be a great line of figures behind him, moved through me to be met by a dark shape of resistance. Gradually the resistance seemed to fade and, for a moment, I caught a glimpse of a human being. Something gave way and the figure and I came together, were embraced by the light, and it was as if he passed through me into the light. In the aftermath I was exhausted, although at peace, and certainly the church was an easier place to be in. The experience, although challenging and tiring was, in a strange way, a profound demonstration of the nature of love and embracing even that which rejects love.

Other later examples would be:

In my wanderings around Jerusalem I would sometimes be aware of the history of that place or might be aware of presences or feelings particular to that place that need attention. On one occasion I was near an old church in the Greek Orthodox quarter and was suddenly aware of the crusades, a graphic experience of slaughter and feelings of pain and rage that seemed to repeat itself on a loop. My response was to align myself with the Name YHShVH יהשּׁוהּ, to repeat the Name and to bring the pain and rage and images into the presence of the Name within my heart.

On another occasion I was in the Armenian cathedral and was aware of many Armenian dead, and of grieving, which linked me to the sense of Armenian genocide in the early twentieth century. Again, I aligned with the Name and brought the sense of grief and lostness into the Name within my heart.

In these meetings, there is an immediacy as we are physically present to whatever is manifesting, and in that immediacy we find ourselves responding to the perceived need. This is normally an essentialised practice in which we relate to the root of our own spirituality and bring that into relationship with whatever is manifesting.

In all these cases the work that is carried out is a collaboration between myself and inner colleagues whose work it is to help the lost and imprisoned. In the experience of the country church I was overshadowed by an inner-place helper who assisted me, first of all, to work with the corrupted energy atmosphere of the church itself, and then to engage with the lost soul that was the source of the disturbance. This involved the capacity to link with the light and with the pain, rage, and fear of the lost one, and to hold the link long enough for something new to happen.

This tradition has and continues to be at the heart of my life as practitioner and teacher. The practice of a tradition for a considerable time, however, means that the work becomes simpler and more essentialised and of course as my life has evolved I have investigated other traditions and disciplines.

My outer work began as a young man when I became first a psychologist and then worked with the Probation Service working with very disturbed people, some of whom had done terrible things and often as children had themselves been treated in awful and horrible ways. This outer day-to-day experience paralleled the inner practices I was learning.

Later I trained as a psychotherapist in a school that taught body-centred psychotherapy informed by Buddhist psychology and I learned the practice of paying sustained attention to the body and the sense of the body as the container of awareness. Gradually I came to feel that our societal sense of disconnection from and objectifying of the body was a major problem and that embodiment needed to be at the heart of spiritual practice. In particular I had learned from the psychotherapist Eugene Gendlin about the centrality of the felt sense in healing. The practice of a Tibetan buddhist discipline called Kum Nye, which involves deeply sensing into the body and working with very slow movements, also fed into my understanding of the importance of embodied experience. This understanding of incarnation is referred to in the Qabalah but as my explorations continued I became aware that it was and is much more central than I had understood.

Encountering David Spangler and IS

About 13 years ago I was taking part in an online course given by Catherine MacCoun called The Gospel Initiation and one of the people present offering her support was David Spangler. I was not very familiar with David’s work though I was aware that he was one of the key group that created Findhorn. I enjoyed the course but I was very struck both by what David said and perhaps more so by his approach and tone. I understood that he taught Incarnational Spirituality—a phrase that spoke to me and drew me to find out more about David and his work.

Shortly afterwards I took one of Lorian’s courses and was bowled over by the quality and direction of Incarnational Spirituality. The sense of IS as a contemporary Mystery School based around the principles of the incarnation of the spirit and being connected to engagement with Gaia and the problems of our time spoke deeply to me. David’s approach drew on his own inner experience and his engagement with science.

David’s approach and his use of what he called “exercises”—which I experienced not so much as things we do but as gestures of awareness—took me right into the heart of my experience of life and spirituality. As part of this new and developing inquiry, I took part in Lorian’s Ordination process which took the ancient archetype of the priest and interpreted in a new way for a new age. Many of the themes were familiar to me but were addressed in a much more essentialised way with freshness and with the felt sense and felt embodied experience right at their heart. One important theme that I was familiar with from my earlier experience was working with the Sidhe so as to enable a deeper sense of the human archetype to manifest, and another was working as an esoteric priest. The practice of Grail Space became fundamental to this work and this remains at the heart of my inner work.

Over the last year a new aspect of this work has been catching my attention. This recent focus began with the appearance of a new subtle companion who presented himself as an archaeologist and said he could be called Archie and that his work was to renew and restore old archetypes much as archaeologists do. He also said he was a Michaeline, a colleague of the Archangel Michael and that his task was to help me work with Intention and Imagination in the service of love.
He went on to say that love is not an emotion; rather it is the primary power of metaphysical gravity which shapes space/time, and in its expression as light it makes possible wave and particle reality. Intent and imagination are the servants of love and light as they enable incarnation: intent providing a spine or vector within which the shaping of love can operate and the imagination providing a matrix for the expression of the manifestation of light. In each moment we draw on these fundamental forces meeting the universe and co-creating its appearance.

Archie then drew my attention to a principle, described by the poet and writer Charles Williams, as “co-inherence,” saying that this principle—deeply related to holopoiesis, the principle of holistic emergence—describes the mirroring of the universe in which the all and the small meet in creative conversation. This is the basis of Grail Space and of life itself at the sub-atomic level, at the cellular and organ level, and at the macro level of planets and stars. As we creatively co-inhere, so all is in balance; as that balance is disturbed, so things start to go wrong—from cancer to social unrest to climate change etc.
The beginning point is found in the manifestation of love and light which reflect into intent and imagination, which in turn create incarnate forms and shapes of what Sheldrake calls morphic resonance and what Plato would have called the Forms or matrices that create the local conditions of the universe. These reflections of the Generative Source are themselves generative and acquire particular expressions of love and intent and, most importantly, history and memory.
Memory places a new layer of shaping which makes the expression of light easier if it runs in familiar grooves. This runs the risk, however, of these matrices becoming distorted or only partly expressed. Most of the god images have this problem—rather than being a direct reflection of the Generative Source applied to local conditions, there is a tribal element that attaches itself. For example, the root idea behind Islam for example is the direct encounter with the Generative Source and through surrendering to that source being a messenger of its light and love. This then gets translated into the worship of the messenger and his cultural form. This is true of Jesus and also the Buddha and many others.

Archie’s work therefore has been to realign these archetypes by engaging with them through intent and imagination so that the original vector is found and that distorted imaginal forms are dissolved and through an act of creative imagination new more aligned forms created which enable new possibilities to come into being.

The imagination is a much misunderstood faculty and Archie presented it as a fundamental aspect of our incarnation; it is linked to the capacity to make connections and relationship and the capacity to envisage those links enabling new fields of possibility—in effect, it is generative and a reflection of the Generative Source. 

Working with Presence

If we consider for a moment the IS Presence exercise, it asks us to align with our personal sovereignty, with our Soul, with our Gaian identity and our Human identity. This is a profoundly visionary act and the incarnate sense of presence that arises from this is the growing tip of a new gesture of being-in-relation with self and world. From that gesture new actions and experiences arise and hence a new world—a new age—comes into being.

This practice begins by inviting our sense of uprightness and capacity to hold and opens into awareness of inner and outer senses, creating an anchoring field which becomes the container for the presence of our soul, the presence of Gaia and the sense of the archetypal human. Here we create a star of incarnation, a co-inherent radiant presence of life which generates new possibilities.

The anchoring of the imagination within the senses creates a presence that operates like a strange attractor holding together the opposites of solidity and fluidity, newness and future, this world and many worlds.  There is an expansion both of our capacity to align to the generative mystery at the centre of all things and embrace the thousand things; we come to experience their fundamental union.

From this sense of union, we can consider the nature of nested experience and the idea of the fractal in which the scale or dimension can differ wildly yet there is a perfect replication of symmetry of pattern without distortion. We see this in the development of the body from the single cell but it is true also of inner development—the incarnation of the soul as it enfolds itself into the incarnate world and then unfolds into expression and participation is both particular to our own sense of identity and bearing also the more universal imprints of the Human, of the Gaian, and the Sacred.

The felt sense of dynamic presence expressing itself is the tip of an iceberg of nested or fractal patterns of intention to be and participate. As we move outwards in response to the intention of incarnation, the ability of the body to map and include (which is a reflection of the incarnational impulse) comes into play and there is a meeting between our vector and the vectors of the manifest and subtle worlds that are closest to us. In that meeting, a conjoined field is formed which is in itself a creative beginning, a star of life, just as a metaphorical fertilised egg creates new being with a new DNA configuration formed from the intertwining of the incarnational fields.

This is the basis of an organic praxis of magic—not as something I do or as just as a practice of healing and blessing, but more profoundly it’s the basis for the intertwining of multiple fields and the fractal expression of our incarnation and the incarnation of the universe.
For example, as I hold my tea cup in my hands, I allow myself to become present and enter the felt sense of Ian holding the cup. I invite the cup to be present with me and there is a moment of meeting and vibration which includes the sense of “this is my cup which I like. I am aware of the history of the cup and the potter who made it,” etc. Then I start to feel its cupness, the sense of clay and fired earth that is its substance; I feel its energetic form as well as its solidity; I feel its vibratory nature, meeting it as both particle and wave.

At the same time, I sense it responding to me and I have a sense of my cupness in response. As this becomes more vivid, I have a wider and deeper sense of myself and the cup as aspects of both Gaia and the Sacred, and as this happens there is an intensity of life and presence that appears. This becomes a bit overwhelming and has to scale itself down and as it does so it becomes a wave of expression moving in all directions.

At the heart of this expression is a non-sentimental love and care that is both the root of the experience and its currency, a mutual mirroring that enables a star of blessing to appear.

As the experience dissipates the intensity goes away but I and the cup are changed subtly. This practice of incarnation can involve the deep, mid-, and surface subtle—I'm not sure it matters where you begin as the fractal nature of the enfolded possibilities brings all of the wavelengths into activity, though we may not be aware of the full spectrum at any one time.

This repeated practice of conscious incarnation creates a field of presence and solidity in which we become more visible and accessible to subtle beings of different kinds. This visibility and accessibility of course  heightens the necessity for energy hygiene but also heightens the  capacity for cooperative action between ourselves and subtle beings. This can and does involve teachers and helpers but also involves the direct sense of Gaia and of the Generative Mystery which certainly can't be handled by the surface aspects of me but can be met 'Eye to Eye' by the aspects of my deeper soul that fractally correspond to them.

Central to this work is what we might call the image of the Ideal Human in dialogue with the image of the Ideal Earth and the development of a new etheric body of both humanity and Gaia, which in turn is linked to a deeper understanding of the imagination.

Archie went on to describe a way in which the presence exercise applied in a more concentrated sense to our body and energetic field can help in this emergence:

1. Establish the spine of intent—the vector of deepening incarnation and open into the field of the senses, inviting the creative imagination to function so that we enter into creative communion.

2. Pay attention to our body as an expression of Gaia contemplating the ecology of the body, immersing ourselves in the presence of Gaia as expressed through our body’s life.

3. Turn attention to the energetic life of Gaia that is all around us, noticing the green-gold life of Gaia mixing with us in a constant interchange and flow, and open to the deeper emergence of that life.

4. Sense our being as Human and embrace the catalytic, bridging, synthesising capacity of the human archetype and feeling, and open to a new expression of this deep form,

5. Turn to our sense of personal life, our thoughts and feelings in response to this emergence

6. Open to the Soul’s intent and invite its presence.

7. Invite in the quality of fiery hope and the coming together of the Generative Star formed by this conjunction.

It is this fiery Star that is at the heart of the Michaeline endeavour, for as we bring this into being, we strengthen our sense of presence and our involvement in the unfolding conversation. As I have pursued this process, Archie has encouraged me to think of myself as a Michaeline in order to include a sense of the Archangel within the work. I have reason to believe that Archie might be a projection of Michael scaled down so that I can come into conversation.

Becoming a Michaeline

One image he has asked me to contemplate is the Chapter House of Wells Cathedral as an inner temple. This is an octagonal space with a central pillar.

In inner vision, it presents as an interlocking shape of light and within the spine or central pillar is the altar, which is a unworked block of black, white, rainbow-shot granite stone rising up from the centre of earth where we find the green star of Gaia. Upon the altar is a blue sapphire chalice, and standing upright in the chalice and going through the chalice into the stone is a sword of gold. The floor is of a shining marble so that this above-ground shape is reflected in it, the whole forming a faceted sphere of constantly moving waves of light and sound which is the activity of the archangel. The felt sense of this place is of entering into a field of alignment where we are embraced by the divine life and presence and become spiritually oxygenated and are taken into the heart of the archangel. At other times when the archangelic presence is more muted, there is a gathering of presences.

A key element of this work has been the notion of priesthood and Michael as the archetypal priest; in Welsh, the word for priest is Offeiriad—the one who makes the offering. Now this refers to the Christian Mass, which is seen as the recapitulation of the offering that Jesus makes of himself upon the cross for the healing of all and the mass being both a remembrance and a re-enactment of that act, which is in itself a reflection of the primal offering made by the Generative Source in creating the universe and entering into it.

In Christian mysticism, this is called “The Lamb slain at the Foundation of the World” and holds the intention of moving from simplicity to complexity, from aloneness  to unity/multiplicity. In re-enacting this the priest or offeiriad stands in the position of Christ the mediator and presence of blessing.

In the IS presence exercise, in creating Grail Space we are taking a stance of offering, becoming in that moment an anchor point and generative point which enhances the expression of life.

This stance brings into being a new etheric body and enables us to operate within the new etheric conditions of Gaia. One aspect of Michael’s work is to help us make this step and having made it we then function as an anchor point or tuning fork that sends out a call or invitation for others to join in this new wave form that arises.

We enter then into a new form of perception in which the direct and ordinary sense of other is joined to what we might call their immortal root. This act of united imaginative perception summons into being newness, vision, new combinations of thought, feeling, and substance that deepens the capacity of love to operate within our locality. The revelation of quantum physics about the observer effect which causes the waveform of probability to collapse into actuality is at the centre of this art. We can summon visions of heaven and hell and this is both the glory and terror of being a human being; but if we cooperate with the presence of light and love that is the Generative Mystery, then what moves through us is the capacity to see, to be grateful and to praise.

Then we act as and are a Michaeline. IS has brought me to this ongoing contemplation and I will be forever grateful to David and Lorian for helping me to a deeper understanding of the world and my own self than I would have dreamed possible and which includes my understanding and practice of the Qabalah but takes it into a new dimension

For me IS and my practice of the Qabalah go hand in hand—they are both spiritual dialects that I am comfortable in and in some ways are interchangeable for me. When I take my stance as the Living Tree I am also performing the IS standing exercise. The prayer of the heart and the contemplation of YHShVhיהשוהּ is deeply connected to the practice of Grail Space and the Touch of Love. I could go on as the parallels are numerous. The Qabalah roots me in the spiritual tradition I spring from and its history whilst IS takes me into the emergent frontier—perhaps a suitable image for an American system of spirituality.

When I completed my ordination process with Lorian we gathered together in a ritual which called on us to ordain each other. This meant that David blessed the first person and ordained them as priest and they then as a Lorian priest blessed the next one and so on. I was not able to be physically present but due to the magic of techno-elementals and through the good offices of Maryn, David’s daughter, I was virtually present in that I effectively sat in her laptop and she carried me around.

The moment of ordination required me to come up to the altar where James Tousignant was standing as priest so Maryn duly carried me up and put me on the altar facing James. This meant that he and everybody else was in Seattle while I was in Glastonbury UK. At the moment of ordination it was as if the ancient energies of Glastonbury and the traditions of the Qabalah came together with the energies of IS in a deep fusion. It was very emotional and brought me to tears and it is this fusion that I now work with as a servant of the Healing Name, a Lorian Priest and perhaps even as a Michaeline.

David's Desk 189

David's Desk is my opportunity to share thoughts and tools for the spiritual journey. These letters are my personal insights and opinions and do not necessarily reflect the sentiments or thoughts of any other person in Lorian or of Lorian as a whole. If you wish to share this letter with others, please feel free to do so; however, the material is ©2023 by David Spangler. If you no longer wish to receive these letters, please let us know at info@Lorian.org.

Poiesis

The Greeks, as they say, have a word for it. The word I’m thinking of is poiesis, which means “making.” I first came across this word back in the Seventies as one of the Lindisfarne Fellows. Brought together by the cultural historian and poet, William Irwin Thompson, the Fellowship consisted of a diverse group of biologists, physicists, mathematicians, artists, economists, anthropologists, sociologists, political activists, and spiritual and religious teachers. The uniting thread between us, other than William himself, was a belief that a new cultural paradigm was emerging. This emergence was oriented towards an ecological, holistic, Gaian, and systems view of the world.

One of the Fellows was a Chilian biologist Francisco Varela. He and his associate at the University of Santiago in Chile, Humberto Maturana, were researching life’s capacity to be self-organizing and self-generating. They coined a word for this capacity, shared by all living organisms, and that word was autopoiesis. This combined the two Greek words for self (“auto”) and making (“poiesis”) and thus literally meant “self-making.”

It's a simple but profound idea. Drawing on its internal chemical and metabolic processes combined with energy drawn from the environment, an organism makes itself. In effect, this theory says that a key property of life—perhaps the key property—is its capacity to be self-generating and, within its boundaries, self-maintaining.

Autopoiesis describes a process of incarnation as well. An organizing impulse from the soul (which I call Sovereignty, about which I’ll write more in a future David’s Desk) gathers a variety of energies and substances from a variety of sources (physical, subtle, spiritual, etc.) and weaves them together in a self-generating system that becomes the incarnate individual. Incarnational Spirituality is an exploration of this process, its meaning, and its potential.

There is another “poiesis” involved in incarnation (and in life generally, I believe). To describe this, I took a page from Varela’s playbook and borrowed from the Greeks as well. I coined the term holopoiesis, which means “whole-making” or “wholeness-making.” This represents a force in creation that works to draw things together to create a larger whole. This whole is not simply an aggregation of disparate elements. It is a dynamic system in which the emergent whole is greater than the sum of its parts. Think of yourself–you are more than just the sum of your organs and tissues.

However, my focus here is not on the “auto” or the “holo” but on the “poiesis.” The “self” and the “whole” are wonderful and important themes, but it’s the “making” part that interests me here. Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are natural processes that require no conscious intervention. However, where we are concerned, they are processes in which we can consciously participate and with which we can partner.

Autopoiesis and holopoiesis are active principles. They affirm that we can ourselves be active agents in determining the kind of person we are and the kind of world we inhabit and share.

I find this an empowering idea. It means we have the capacity to determine the kind of person we wish to be in the world. We are not merely victims nor clay to be shaped by others. We can “make” ourselves. We can be self-generating.

Likewise, we can create connectedness, collaboration, and partnership—i.e. wholeness—with the world around us. We can act to enhance and increase the health and wholeness of the world.

In short, we are Makers. Whether the selves and the world we make are positive and creative–or toxic and destructive–is up to us. The future lies in our poietic lap.

A NOTE: If you would like to read more about autopoiesis and the systems view of life, Fritjof Capra and Pier Luigi Luisi recently published an excellent overview titled THE SYSTEMS VIEW OF LIFE: A UNIFYING VISION. If you would like to read more about holopoiesis and incarnation, my book JOURNEY INTO FIRE is a place to start.

An Experiment

One of the advantages of David’s Desk being digital is that I can do things I couldn’t if it were printed. My Lorian colleague and friend, James Tousignant, and I do podcasts together. He thought it might be interesting to you, my Reader, if he and I were to have a discussion around the theme of that month’s essay and then add the audio at the end. That way, you could both read my thoughts for that month and also listen to me talk about them with James. So, without further ado, here is this month’s conversation. I hope you enjoy it and the added dimension it brings to David’s Desk

Lorian as a Contemporary Mystery School

Editor’s Note: The following is a conversation between David Spangler and James Tousignant for Lorian’s Uncommon Conversations podcast. This transcript has been edited for clarity and the introductory and ending material in the audio version of the podcast has been omitted. You can learn more about the Uncommon Conversations podcast and subscribe here.

David: William Bloom sent out an interesting e-letter to his mailing list called “What is a Contemporary Mystery School?” When I read it, I thought this is a very good description of both the situation we're in vis à vis where people would have been 1000, 2000 years ago when the mystery schools were flourishing, and also he gives a précis of what a possible curriculum might look like. I couldn't help but be struck by the similarity and correspondences between what he’s suggesting and what we're actually doing in Lorian.

James: I found that to be the case as well, David. I know you sent it out to the faculty and board and most of the comments were - Doesn't he realize that Lorian already is meeting most if not all of the requirements that he laid out in his paper?

David: Yes. I honestly don't know how conversant William is with what Lorian’s doing.

William and I have had a good relationship and friendship for many, many years, but our paths are focused in different ways. He’s been very focused on the healing arts. I have been very impressed with what William does, I think he is one of the leading spiritual teachers in Britain at the moment. So I don't know if he had Lorian in mind–probably not–when he wrote this because he certainly has his own background in the esoteric and occult arts.

I think perhaps where William and I might diverge–and I say that with some hesitation because I don't know his full thinking in this area–but where I would be differing from this is that I would not choose to use the term “Mystery School” to describe what it is we're doing, for reasons that he actually brings up in the beginning of his paper when he talked about what's different between the contemporary scene and 2000 years ago, or 1000 years ago, when the Mystery Schools flourished in different cultures. One of the things he brings up is the fact that there just aren't any secrets anymore, that the things that the Mystery Schools taught are now common knowledge because they're represented in thousands of books and classes.

When I first heard about the mystery schools, I was in my late teens or early 20s and my response was, “Boy, I'd really like to join one of those!” because I was fascinated with the idea of probing the mysteries and gaining access to hidden knowledge and so on. Looking back on that now from 50 years of perspective I realize this is the spirit that I try to bring into Lorian–to realize that the world itself is our mystery school. 

I become suspicious of anything that draws a boundary that says, this is a special domain, and if you enter this special domain, you will gain special knowledge. And in some ways, there’s a kind of separation between the initiate and his or her world. And I realized that that's just a surface perception because if a Mystery School is actually successful, if it's a genuine Mystery School in the sense that it's genuinely introducing individuals to the great spiritual mysteries of life, then the graduate of such a program would feel more at one with the world as a whole and with life as a whole. 

So one of the objectives of a true Mystery School is to break down the separation, to break down boundaries that exist between the individual and others, or between our human nature and the non-human world. But nevertheless, there still exists this glamour around the idea. There's still this sense of, well, if you're participating in a Mystery School, that must make you something pretty special [chuckles]. And you see that in advertisements–it’s not that we actually lack for Mystery Schools these days. There are some…what I think of as more or less credible ones that have been around for 30, 40, 50 years, or more-100 years, and they spring up too when somebody decides, well, I'm going to sell myself as the Hierophant of a Mystery School [chuckles]. It still creates this sense of specialness that I think actually takes away from what the Mystery School program is trying to develop in an individual.

James: When you were talking about helping an aspirant…well, you didn’t use that word…the participant in the mysteries of life…It’s your life that’s the mystery and you're delving into your life. The specialness for me comes in recognizing the mystery of being alive and all that entails, and how I can be here within that mystery and be of service within that sense of awe and wonder of just being alive, of being incarnate.

David: Yes. And William, actually in other things that he writes and what he teaches is very good at conveying that well. My ambition has been to enable people to experience their everyday surroundings–their home, their work, whatever–as a sacred space and to find within their everyday surroundings the connections that in the past probably would have been called mystery connections, connections to the deep soul of things, or the spirit behind the appearances of matter. 

I also know and I appreciate the value of getting out of our ordinary routines and our familiar places for periods of retreat or periods of study in ways that shake things up a bit and you're forced to look at things anew. I understand that it can be challenging to be sitting in your living room and see your familiar sofa that you've had for 20 years and this antique table that you grew up with that was passed down by your parents and things like that. You're so familiar with them that they have lost their sense of magic for you. It's a certain effort of will and a shift of perception to see them afresh as if they were new to you and to see them as the living presences of energy that they are. But I think that that effort of will is worthwhile, and it's what you would be taught in a Mystery School in any event [chuckles].

So, yes, let's look at what William has proposed here and compare it to what Lorian is doing and hopefully that will give a sense of the way in which we're actually implementing what he's proposed.

I love his criteria for an applicant. They are, “My heart is open, and I prioritize compassion; I have a sense of connection with the benevolent cosmic mystery; I have a sense of subtle energies, patterns and archetypes; I am humble in the face of this wondrous Cosmos; and I am responsible for myself.”

For me, it’s not just the humility. I would add to that “I have a sense of joy that I am a participant and a partner with this wondrous cosmos.” To me, that's very important.

James: In my early youth I was all excited about entering a Mystery School and getting all these mysteries. But I go down this list, and I can see that this describes me today, not as I was at 17. 

David: Yeah, that's exactly right. When I was a teenager, I was looking for things that would give me…I’m going to say it would give me power in the world, it would give me the ability to navigate my world successfully and to have influence–not ‘influence over’ necessarily, I wasn't interested in that; but I could shape things and make a difference. All of that kind of got subsumed under the notion of power. And yes, what William is proposing here doesn't have that, and that's true for Lorian, too–that we do want the people who study Incarnational Spirituality to become more effective in their lives and better able to meet the events and the opportunities and the challenges of their lives. But the idea of developing occult power over things, in some way having a dominion over the earth, so to speak, and over the subtle forces–that's not part of our curriculum, and it's not part of William’s either.

When you're 16, 17, 18, you may feel very confident. You have this sense of immortality and you have this sense of possibility, but at the same time there's a lot you don't know and you're trying to discover how to make your presence effective in the world. But when you're our age, James, we've done that in one way or another and we're looking for different things.

Well, let's look at the curriculum that William has suggested. The first thing he says is that it would offer a spiritual experience: “Using person-centered teaching methods, each student is enabled into a deepening daily practice of spiritual connection.” There's two things there that are important to me, and that I feel are there in Lorian. One is the idea of person-centered teaching. That is, I don't set myself up as a guru and nobody in Lorian does that because we see the participants in our programs as partners, and really what we want–and you've expressed this well in your classes–what we want is to empower and enable people to discover their unique sovereignty and to be able to express it. But I think through practices like the Presence exercise, the Spectrum of Love, Grail Space–these are all ways that we encourage people to have a daily practice of connection with the spiritual realms. So I would say we can check that one off.

James: I agree. We have books, but they're not dogma; they encourage individuals to take the exercises and make them their own. You're mostly the finger pointing to the moon.

David: That is something I try to emphasize with the exercises–that they are really more illustrations of a direction of what's possible than they are sort of rigid energy-manipulating, energy-producing technical exercises.

So the next one is reflective psychology. And here I can only speak for myself and say, this is an area where I think Lorian could offer more. But I feel that you do and Rue does, and there are certainly people in our programs who are professional psychologists and psychotherapists, but it's not my background, and so I don't approach the things that I teach through that lens. But I recognize the importance of it. Sometimes I get asked in our classes, and I know others do too, “Why don't we talk more about how to deal with trauma, how to deal with the shadow?” I have a couple of reasons why that's so. One of them is simply that the subtle beings that I work with have chosen not to put their emphasis in that direction. But I think that’s a very personal thing because of a particular kind of work that I'm called to do and that they've been doing with me. But I do feel that understanding and having tools to deal with trauma and what Jung called the shadow or the negative aspects of our personality are important. And so I look forward to that kind of knowledge being more integrated into I.S. at some point. The caution for me is to avoid psychologizing everything and in the process misunderstanding the energetic dynamics that really have little to do with our psychology, but have a lot to do with the energy state of our subtle bodies.

James: Let’s go on to esoteric meditation.

David: I wouldn't call what we offer esoteric meditation, but I think what we do offer in Lorian has the same effect which is to enhance the individual's awareness of the subtle and energetic worlds around them, and to be open to the impressions that come from that world. Classes like Working with Subtle Energies, and The Alliance Paradigm, are a large part of what is being covered there. The idea there really is just to say that we inhabit a whole world that contains both physical and non-physical elements and we have the capacity to interact with both and to integrate both. And so, let's develop those capacities. 

I know what I wanted to say earlier. It relates to this as well. It is that the resolution of psychological trauma and psychological effects is increasingly being seen as lying within the body. That is, somatic therapies and somatic forms of psychotherapy are growing. They have the advantage of restoring us to our wholeness by saying, this is how we access the whole system. I feel that would be true for how we approach our ability to access the subtle worlds–that we do it not through any specific organ or a specific part of the body, like seeing through the eyes, or hearing through the ears. But, we do it through the whole somatic field that we inhabit. That’s what we’re trying to teach people.

James: Yes, I look at the words that William uses here–“to be quiet scanners and receptors, wisely guiding and assessing subtle sensations and impressions.” It doesn't just happen while sitting on a meditation cushion. It's in my living room, it's walking down the street, it's at the grocery store.

David: The next one is the soul’s journey. William writes, “Before birth, through life, and after death, students explore the nature and purpose of this journey.” That's essentially what Incarnational Spirituality is about. So we definitely check that box.

James: Yeah, I get that as well, David. That’s our reason for being for Lorian.

David: The next one is psychism. “Students understand their own psychic interpretive mechanism and how best to manage and develop it.” This one I'm less sanguine about. Actually, I don't see a whole lot of difference myself between that and the esoteric meditation, really. For what we do at Lorian, those two get combined. It’s what you said earlier–the ability to walk down the street and be aware of the subtle forces that are at play in one's environment. I think what William’s talking about here is the development of specific psychic senses, like clairvoyance and clairaudience, in an individual.

James: I took this a little bit differently. For me, this is developing my own vocabulary, my own images. How is my soul speaking to me? How does life speak to me? And it's like, well, you speak English and I speak cockney, you know? So it might be still English, but they're slightly different dialects, right? So you would have your dialect and I would have mine.

David: Well, that's interesting, James. And looking at it, I can see why you would say that. I think that's probably right. The words “psychic" and “psychism” have very specific meanings for me coming out of my background. I've been trying to help people move away from purely psychic interpretations of things. But yes, you're quite right–that each of us does inhabit our own psychic world, our own inner world that we interpret and define in our own unique ways. And actually, that is what we teach in Lorian - don’t depend on what David says or James says or Rue or Freya, or Julie. Rather, what are the symbols, what are the images, what are the patterns that are most natural to you and that represent your relationship with the cosmos?

James: Well, that fits really well with the next one–a map of subtle dimensions and beings.

David: Yes, we do that with the understanding that all maps are conditional and provisionary and a map has never been the territory itself. We do provide, I think, fairly comprehensive maps of the possibilities and the characteristics of the various subtle dimensions and beings.

James: And then I see that we then get to take our own coloring crayons and pencils and whatnot, and color in that map with our own interpretations, our own symbols, our own images, our own sensations of our experiencing of those dimensions and beings.

David: Yes, exactly. Because the territory exists within us. We’re really mapping our own internal being as well as the larger subtle dimensions of the world around us. That's sort of the adage of “as above, so below” and the microcosm and the macrocosm reflecting each other. This is very definitely an important part of what Lorian offers.

And then he ends up with “compassionate magic and energy work.” That’s what we do with energy tending and subtle activism and Grail Space. That’s really the objective of a lot of I.S. and what Lorian teaches is to enable people to be compassionate magicians and workers with subtle energy.

Just using the outline that William has presented here, I feel that Lorian definitely falls into the category of being a contemporary Mystery School. 

But I would rather say we're a school of integrative spiritual learning of ways to become part of our world as partners and collaborators. There’s no mystery to it [chuckles].

When I read this–and it was the reason why I sent it around to the faculty and to the board–because I thought, yes, Lorian does correspond to what William is presenting here. But the actual feeling I had that prompted me to want to share it was one of pride in what we're doing and acknowledgment of the role that Lorian is playing in the world at the present time. We approach this without undue glamour–we’re not trying to puff ourselves up and say we're the new Mystery School, we're the new this or that. We’re really just getting about doing what needs to be done to help the world using the tools that we have and the knowledge that we have and empowering others to do the same. But I think we have done a good job, are doing a good job and will continue to do a good if not better job in the future. And to some extent, there is power in acknowledging that we're fulfilling a role in society that would have been fulfilled by the Mystery Schools in the past. That is the niche that we're occupying, and the service that we're offering.

There's one other side to this, though, that we haven't talked about and I would like to do so briefly. And that is the role of the aspirant, the person who has actually been admitted into the Mystery School. 

Traditionally, that was not an easy thing to do; you couldn't just show up and say, here's my 100 shekels, let me take a class. There were certain requirements. In a way, William mentions this a little bit in his entrance requirements. There is an understanding that when you enter into this course of study, it's not like attending an ordinary school where you're simply a student and you're learning information for your life. You really are taking on a mantle, you're taking on a responsibility because you’re being invested with knowledge that does give you power. It does give you influence and you need to be accountable to that and be responsible to it. 

I am sure that people, human beings being what they are, entered into Mystery Schools and ran Mystery Schools for all kinds of motives and reasons. But the ideal was that the aspirant was one who was saying, I want my life to be of service. I want my life to be a blessing to my fellow humans and to the world in which I live. 

I feel that’s the same charge that we communicate to those who participate in our programs. At one level we're offering tools that anybody could use to help improve their lives. But if you go a little deeper, and the people who take our advanced courses I feel are going deeper, you're saying, I'm taking on a mantle of service. I have a role to play in the world and that's why I'm studying this. I'm not just trying to develop myself for personal reasons, I'm acknowledging my responsibility to the rest of the world and I'm willing to make myself a partner in service to the world.

James: David, I'm smiling both inside and outside because what you're describing is what we experienced in having our conversations for the Cultivating a New Gaian Ecology year-long program within Lorian. Every individual who said yes to the program has a commitment and a calling for the work. This class is now a program of study where the individual is making a commitment to show up and take on a mantle and invest themselves in service to the world.

David: Yes, that's right. If Lorian itself in its educational program is a contemporary Mystery School, then the ChaNGE program is the most mystery schoolish part of it. [chuckles]

James: And it does require you to take some foundational skill-developing classes, to make an investment in yourself for your own development, and also to listen deeply for that “to be in service” call.

David: Exactly. Yes, individuals sign up for our programs and then suddenly realize, hey, wait a minute–I’m in a Mystery School! [chuckles]

James: Yeah, well, they will after this recording! [David laughs]. Is there anything else you'd like to address, David, in this writing? 

David: I think we’ve covered it pretty well, James, and I'm appreciative to William for his e-letter highlighting this particular topic because it definitely gave me an opportunity to appreciate exactly what we are doing, what we have, and an appreciation for all the people who are aligning their lives with I.S. and with Lorian through the Commons.

David's Desk 188

David's Desk is my opportunity to share thoughts and tools for the spiritual journey. These letters are my personal insights and opinions and do not necessarily reflect the sentiments or thoughts of any other person in Lorian or of Lorian as a whole. If you wish to share this letter with others, please feel free to do so; however, the material is ©2023 by David Spangler. If you no longer wish to receive these letters, please let us know at info@Lorian.org.

Making All Things New

The New Year is a human invention. Although I’m sure they are aware of the changing of seasons, I doubt whether the maple trees in my backyard or the crows that sit in its branches know that a “new year” has begun. They don’t keep calendars or mark certain days as special.

But we do. The idea of “newness” is important to us. We believe in renewal, in new beginnings. We make resolutions and say that this year will be different. In our iconography, the new year is pictured as a baby, something yet to be formed, filled with potential, alive with hope.

For many years, I wrote and lectured about the idea of a New Age. Although this is a complex idea with historical antecedents and mystical and cultural overtones, at heart, it’s an expression of the same desire for newness and for making a fresh start. Whether it’s a New Year or a New Age, there is a feeling of a door opening onto new vistas and new potentials.

More importantly, what we celebrate at New Year—resonating with the idea of newness itself—is not an event in time but a power within us. We have the power to change.We have the power to make things new.

When we make our New Year resolutions, we are acknowledging this power. We may do so laughingly, recognizing that in the face of habit and inertia, change can be difficult.  We may ruefully acknowledge that the resolutions we made probably won’t survive into February, but the point is that we make them in the first place, recognizing that, whether successful or not, we do have the ability to change. We are not irredeemably tied to or shaped by our past. We are not prisoners of our history. We can begin anew.

Recognizing this ability, this power to make all things new, is particularly important at this time when humanity is being asked to make unprecedented changes on behalf of the world and our own survival. 

As an event on the calendar, the New Year will come every January 1st. But as an event in our hearts and minds, it comes each time we open to hope, to new vision, to possibility and potential, and act to be a source of newness in our lives.

May you have a blessed and wondrous New Year!

An Experiment

One of the advantages of David’s Desk being digital is that I can do things I couldn’t if it were printed. My Lorian colleague and friend, James Tousignant, and I do podcasts together. He thought it might be interesting to you, my Reader, if he and I were to have a discussion around the theme of that month’s essay and then add the audio at the end. That way, you could both read my thoughts for that month and also listen to me talk about them with James. So, without further ado, here is this month’s conversation. I hope you enjoy it and the added dimension it brings to David’s Desk.